I'm through with hoping

Argh.Feeling depressed.
My life is all messed up.There are too many problems.Sigh.I mean,yeah I'm lucky enough to have a bed to sleep on,food to eat and stuff like that.I can understand that nobody's life is perfect.Sigh.I don't mind going through all the he-ll in secondary 2 again...I just don't wanna leave.I'd lose all my teachers.Sigh.
And,I'd be friend-less too.I wish I could rewind back to the first half of secondary 1,before everything happened.Maybe I should just rewind my life away -.-" Dad's going mad.He wants to buy TWO new digital cameras,which we don't need.He has already bought one,he's planning to buy another.He's crazy,he is.Just months ago,before he discovered the 'wonders of digital cameras',he was always drilling me about wasting money.Now here he is,doing exactly.The camera which he had bought costs about $700.Ugh.
Anyway nothing much has been happening recently.I started playing Ragnarok.It's a pretty cool game,actually.The colours are abit dull.Other than that the game's alright.I wanna get out of this house but I have no excuse to.I want to roam about for the day on my own but dad simply won't allow it.I just wanna go to MPH at Raffles City or something.Then maybe wander round The Marketplace,looking at the wide selection of cheese and stuff.Maybe get an ice-cream waffle at New Zealand Natural.Maybe after that go to Suntec City and walk around the shops,especially MPH and Carrefour...Sigh.No way am I going to be allowed out to be free.Dad would think I'm going out to meet some boy or something.Hah.Whatever.Oh,did I mention that I accidentally cut myself?I was cutting an ice block.Well,frozen milo packet,that is.And well the third finger on my left hand was under a thin strip of wrapper that I was trying to cut,and it gave way and the next thing I knew,there was a cut on my finger.It didn't really hurt because the ice block numbed it.So I was like 'cool'.I put that finger under the running water,then put a plaster over it.Somehow that seemed kinda fun.
Nevermind.I shall stay home all through this week,trapped.Sigh. -Xiu.

[Maybe I should run away.
Maybe I should disappear.
Maybe I should find a place where no one knows I'm there.
-Where do you go when the tears run dry?]
'Tears Run Dry' by Clay Aiken.

I Stand Here All Alone.

Woah!
I haven't blogged for a LONG LONG time!
Been too busy.
I think.
Anyway I'm pretty sad at the moment.Miss Koh (ARGH!I wanna strangle...) took my book away.It's Constantine (one of my most beloved books,but none can ever beat Learning To Sing.) but seriously,I can't even bear to leave it in class,I bring it with me during recess!Sigh.Why is my life like that.Nobody's happy that I passed my chinese.Instead,they're angry.Crazy.
I shall not bother.I'll just study my butt off and after that maybe take extra singing lessons (Maybe,Jie!).I asked Lorna to draw me that note table and the counts and names of stuff today.She did,of course.Thanks,Lorna.I'm currently trying to learn to read music,which I hope by the time my exams are over,I can read SOME.That way choir would be much easier too,I think.It could be quite fun to sing opera,although not very easy,I know.Darn...Oh well,I'm not good at anything else apart from singing so I just gotta make the most of it.Oh my God,that sounded so...uh. 'BHB'.Nevermind...
I went with my family to watch my sister in concert on Saturday.She was the pianist.The opera was called Street Scenes.Quite a sad story.Ha!
Sam:Rose,will you kiss me?
Rose:Why of couse I will,Sam!
BAHAHAHAHA!
I'll just have to spend my free time trying to read choir scores.I gotta watch my sister in concert (Again!) on September the 10th.Quite looking forward to it,actually.Those overtone ridge notes thingy.Heh.I'm so angry with Miss Koh.Eww.Just these few days I have been looking around the house for a good book to read.I can't find any,ending up with some childish book with pictures in it -.-" I feel sad.If she's not gonna return it to me by this week I'm gonna track her down.Serious.
[I keep coming back for more...] -Xiulin =)

Now That You're Gone...

Hey people.VERY tired.Just came back from the Honour's Day performance.Had my bath already,drinking carrot soup now.I'm sooo tired.Poor rabbit got stuck in the cage the whole day until I came back (10.30 pm sharp!)because my evil parents didn't let it out to run and stretch.Poor thing.Anyway The performance was overall okay,I guess.The Finnish songs were..well,everybody was abit anxious at first,but then it all became..calmer.Scarborough Fair was. well,English.With the rounded sound and all.Diu Diu Dang A...was a little messy around the middle.It turned out alright.I mean,how should the audience know if its right or wrong?We got a round of applause anyway.Heh!Evil us.Didn't get to steal some food for me on my way out of the concert hall. :( I was hungry!But oh well,pai seh to take so didn't take.What if I got stopped by some teacher saying that the food was only for our guests? -.-" Oh well.Good ol' carrot soup.Lol.Tired.Going to play some Maple Story now,need to train level -.-" So low.Anyways Love yer all man! -Xiu

The Woman Who Lived Up there 'Poor Thing'!

LOL!One of my sister's songs.Phew!Haven't blogged for quite a long time.
I just finished my homework. The English one. Science remedial worksheet,and the song for Geography (The Way by Clay Aiken!) only with different lyrics.I think Geog teacher gna scold me cos I didn't use all the points (I couldn't fit them in!) But!I'm quite happy with my song.Lol!It sounds abit crappy but they'll get used to it anyway.I need my group members to stay back one day and reherse!We haven't got much time until Thursday,and we have to sing it infront of the whole class!Argh.Poor me.Sigh.Anyway I'm here now.The class bbq was simply great!Had lotsa fun,finally got on with certain people from my class.For the first time we had teamwork.It was great.Played in the sea and stuff.Hmm,made campfire (it was rubbish cos the fire kept going out),our bbq pit fire kept going though.Had chicken wings (thanks Zui for bringing them) everybody loved it.Gina slaved over the bbq pit for a long time but she kinda enjoyed it lol.We kinda took tuns to cook the food,all of us.Cycled around East Coast too...At night still had to bathe when I was so tired.Lol!No problem sleeping.I didn't get to go online yesterday!So much has happened!!!Clay launched his Jukebox Tour,and the song list was loooongggg.I downloaded afew songs,and I loved 'Just You'.Its beautiful with lotsa high notes but he reached them easily (I think).Sis went back to hostel and bro went back to camp.Sad.They're gonna suffer.7th month,spooky.Sis said her hostel veh scary summore.Thanks Dels for the plaster for my finger.Abit of skin was ripped off but painful lol.Touch seawater even worse,was stinging so Dezi just happened to need a plaster for her foot so she bought a box and gave me one.After the plaster my finger was okay.My rabbit's being all nosy now.It just hopped here.Heh.So cute.I haven't uploaded some songs into my ipod mini but I'll do it another day cos its late already.Good night everyone,take care.Nitez.-X.

Soviet-Left of Zed

Its this cool funky song by the band Left of Zed.Its this hip indie band,not very famous but I think they're songs are nice.Lolz!So anyway Joe Dirt was great,really.It turned out quite sad actually,but with a happy ending..Did I already mention that?Blur already.So well school's fine,I can't believe I got scolded on my birthday but it didn't turn out so bad cos received an sms from him* that night,10.12pm.LOL!Was quite happy.Oh wells.^^ Anyway today I didn't do much.Went to school as usual,first lesson was English.We're doing this debate thing,different groups with different topics.My group's doing the topic 'School rules are not necessary".I know its kind of wrong but well we were given it,we couldn't choose!I think my team's so gonna lose the debate.I mean,how can I win it if I have people like Carolyn and Evelyn in my team?!They are totally WITH the school rules,although even more..Nevermind.I just forgot that word.LOL.I just think that working with them is not so bad after all.Anyway the rest of the day was okay,Science was fun,although three themometers broke and mercury came out and it was handled with care.LOL.Then Miss Teow talked to me along the way back from the Science lab.Heh.Fun.Anyway I've had a happy day.Dad's being all mean again.Don't care!See yer the next time I blog! Bye people!!! <3 Xiu =)

Adventures Of Joe Dirt

Wheeee!
Today went with mom and dad to Video Ezy where I rented 'Joe Dirt',the film I wanted 4 months ago!I've been checking HMV and Tower Records but to no avail.I've finally found it.My birthday on Tuesday!Dang,I have school.Hope it won't be one of those days when I have teachers yelling their heads off at me.Ick.If that happens,I'd go home and cry.Lolz.Anyways I've burnt a copy of the VCD 'Joe Dirt',and I'm happy.Its such a sad movie,he almost commited suicide.Sigh.But!He had a happy ending,driving off with his new family in a new car.Lolz.So well...Sigh.Gina's angry with me cos I din reply her the other day on MSN.Sorry gina but I was away!I came back to the comp and saw bad words on the screen -.-" Sorry k? Anyways.Dun think I wanna celebrate my birthday if it needs 300 bucks to pay for it.I mean...I don't HAVE 300 bucks.Even if I did I wouldn't spend it all at one shot.There are many many things I want..or need.Nah,I think if it means I have to fork out 300 bucks for my birthday celebration,its not worth it.I mean..I'm just one year older.My birthday is not worth that much.Sigh.Nobody would come anyway.Now that Gina's angry and stuff.Maybe only one or two people would actually bother.Oh well.Gonna end here now.Bye everybody! -Claymadness

You Look Like A Fool To Me.

Complicated by Avril Lavigne. That’s what I’m listening to now.I’m kinda bored.Gonna watch Aces Go Places on DVD later…Maybe like,11pm?I haven’t had my dinner,simply because I ate some junk foods just now.Not exactly junk food.The Chinese would call it healthy.Its some meat dumpling thingy.After that I ate some kway thingy that my mom bought.Did some homework today.Sigh.After doing I went to watch The Hunchback Of Notre Dame on DVD (again).Its a beautiful show!Maybe I just haven’t watched it for too long.Been thinking bout’ Jared lately.Sigh.Since I have no picture of him,I look at the younger Clay pictures.Jared looks like that!Especially like the one in Clay’s book,Learning To Sing.The one taken when he was 16 and afraid of drowning.Sigh again.I miss Jared.Poor Jon is fussed about the Jess thingy.Poor him.Anyway Shin is doin fine.I already learnt how to write his name in Hiragana!Woo hoo!There are eight characters.Ha!I’ve been writing it everywhere.Heh.Rabbit’s tired.I’d better stop here.See yuh people! <3>

Heaven's Light/Hellfire.

Hey everybodeh.
Tired -.-
Yesterday was kinda sick.Vomited in the morning,tried to sleep in the afternoon but was burning.As in,no fever but was burning like hell.Darn hot.Took a cold shower then went out for dinner with Mom at Causeway Point,Woodlands.Felt unwell.Went home,tried to sleep early,around 10.30pm.I couldn't sleep till 12.15am.Slept well till around 11am this morning,then woke up.Felt much better than yesterday,so I went out with Brenda,to town.Had Delifrance for 'lunch'.Had a pohtahtoh [tuna with bacon bits],with mushroom soup [tasted funny] and a glass of ice lemon tea.After that we went to walk around.Had instant noodles from 7-eleven for dinner[see,we're poor!],brought them into a food court,hoping that they wouldn't chase us out.They didn't,only because we bought a drink from the food court stall,to be on the safe side.When we finished dinner,we went home in the MRT.It was crowded,as usual.The Orchard MRT station is always crowded -.-"

I'd Hold You In My Arms And Never Let Go.

Hellooo!

Boo! Ok lame.
Sigh.Another boring day.I'm waiting for my sis to come home so I can play.
Gb I mean. Anyways today was okay.Kinda fun,I guess.Exams are over,so no more lessons..for now.Uh.Had choir today after school.We took this bus to that guy's house (sorry forgot his name) to record 'Kyrie'.My goodness!Sang it about 7 times over!!!Now I know how Clay feels.Poor Clay.Lolz.Hanyways!!!I'm bored and tired.Very.Record until no energy alr.Lolz!Went home from the MRT with Lorna.Both of us suffer k.Have to stand so long >.< I'm so tired.I still needa read before I sleep.I did so badly in English! Like omg! 81/110. I feel sad -.-I failed Science by 6 and 1/2 marks.Wth?!I studied a lot la!Really,really sad.Dammit like only 4 marks away from A1?!I'm angry.I shall go talk to rabbit about my day.Buhz people.Goodnight and stuff. ImS.-Xiu.

Knowing Them As They Will Never Know Me.

Heh.
I'm having pasta for dinner,made by mom.Tomorrow's Mother's Day.What'll I give her?!?!?!My sis only bought a card.I guess we'd probably go out with mom for something to celebrate tomorrow.After all,my mom's birthday is coming too.Mmmm.Pasta.I miss Shintaro.I put his name in my MSN nickname.Lolz.I miss Perry Smorgy's.I miss having breakfast there.I miss seeing them eat...Uhh,nevermind.I just finished eating the last mouthful of pasta.I watched mousehunt just about an hour ago.It used to seem so boring to me,I always stopped watching halfway.Now,I watch it again and it doesn't seem so bad.Man and animal made friends in the end and they set up a string cheese fatory.Ha!I seriously need to go to an internet cafe after my exams with my friends,if any of them are willing.Cos well,I can't play Gunbound at home cos.cos.My bro's still holding on to the admin account and if I'm not in it,Gunbound won't work.I really miss playing Gunbound.Killing people online.Lol,my way of chilling after exams.I used to do that when I still had the admin account on my comp,but now its different.So I'll just have to make a trip there.I'll ask my sis after exams if she's willing to go with me.I'll just have to suffer this week then. Bubbye people. ==Xiu.

All my life I've memorised their faces.

Okay,so I'm in love with a "new" show.It was out long ago,but I was too young back then to understand the movie.It's actually very touching.And well,it just seems all too familiar although before this,I've never seen the film before. The Hunchback Of Notre Dame.It's French but if I didn't hear wrongly,I heard "England".Weird... Thank goodness we're going to continue watching the show tomorrow during English class.I don't think I can wait a moment longer.I shifted in my seat during the movie because some of the songs..my choir sang them in Hawaii.Sigh. Sweet memories.What I really liked about the show is the story and the love.It's one of those shows where some poor guy gets bullied because of how he looks.And I think he totally can sing X) Must do research on the voice behind that character.Got two of them songs on my Disney CD already.Must do research on the show and find pictures and stuff,lotsa work.I know at this time I'm supposed to be worrying about my exams.I don't,usually.Nowadays people expect so much of me,I feel as if I'm gonna die!I'll try to think of that film when I get bored.Can't wait for tomorrow! Buhzzz!-X

Itchy and Scratchy-

Hey everybodyyy!!!
Feeling happy.I dunno why.
Everybody's moving on,thats why. Okay lame reason but really!
And well,I finally got Shintaro's e-mail addy!Through Jon (Thank You!!!).The whole of last night,I've been trying to search the net.Argh!Its so difficult,its like going around the whole world just searching for one person!Heh,if I ever DO go round the world to look for people,I'd visit Canada too. ;) Bahahaha.Jon figured out that I have a thing for Shintaro -.- sighh.He's helping me get a video too!
Woo hoo!I miss Hawaii muchies.I miss just sitting outside the hotel eating canned soup straight from the can!Or more from a glass or sumthin but it makes no difference.I bought the kind of soup edible straight from the can,just shove it in the microwave for a min.But well,it so happened that we didn't have one over there so I had to eat it cold.I remember what kind it was.Clam Chowder!If I knew at that time there was actually HOT SOUP FOR SALE...argh.Stupid me X( but anyways I miss Waikiki Beach too.All that freedom and the paradise!People surfing...I remember many years ago..I told myself,I shall surf one day.Its kinda like a goal or something.I shall try one day X) I didn't get to rent a surfboard in Hawaii cos..well,I didn't want to drown yet.LOL.Oh common,you can't just grab a board and surf,unless you've mastered the skill.So I shall go back one day to try.Heh.Hopefully to other parts of the world too.Like Egypt!I wanna see what its like in Cairo.Interesting.Camels and all.Tata vry'one!

Love Is Such A Beautiful Thing.

Eeeeeeee!!!!!!
So cuteee!
I've fallen in love with Clay all over again,I tell you. Again. LOL!
I was just watching an old American Idol clip,looking for the right lyrics to make my title.So well,I just got a line he sang.So cute,I tell you.Snarky.Heh!
Oh wells.I can't believe it.I'm in deep sh*t!Noooooooooooo!!!I like Anthony Fedorov?! No! Pls! NOOOO! I can't help it.I really don't wanna like him.Oh God.
I'm sinking deeper -.-" I'm gonna drown.Help.But really,its just some force thang.I dun wanna like him!Sick!He has a gf already btw.But common! It's a crush and I can't help it! I can't believe its on him though. Like,yuck,but also..ew.Lolz.Help me. Argh.This looks like one of those crushes which will stay for a long time.Help!But well,I still love Clay more.People around me are starting to ask why I love a man I've never met. Stupid question.Because Clay remained Clay all the while.He didn't change,and he's Holy.Answer good enough?No? Okay here's it.HE'S CUTE AND HE CAN SING.
Ok. Pls. Stop asking! -.-" I've been his fan for 2 years now.I'll always be :)
Today we had art after school.I thought I was doomed for sure.But well,I managed to hand in one sheet of work (supposed to be 4 sheets) and she said I'd get like.. 5/40??? I don't think I care that much.She's always hated me anyway.From what I heard,she hates everyone.Well at least the one thing I can be sure about is that everyone hates HER.Argh -.-" bias her.Damn it.
I shall not waste time talking about people like her. Today after art,I called dad to ask if he could pick me up,and if I could go swimming.I'd planned to go swimming by myself at TP swimming complex.But well,he said I couldn't go,and didn't give me a reason why -.-" So well I thought that was The End,I couldn't go swimming today.But well,when I went home,I asked my sis if she's free tmr morning.She didn't give me a definate answer.A while later,she came into the room and said "lets go swimming." Then I was like "when? now?" then she said yeah so we went to get changed and stuff then headed to the Bishan swimming complex! Woo hoo!Feels good after swimming.Heh. Brings back memories too.Argh! Should I remember? I'll never forget anyway. Love,Xiu! <3

To Love Somebody The Way I Love You.

Hey ppl!
I didn't have enough time for my last post so I just typed a bit of a song.heh.
Sigh.Its boring tonight.I miss choir already!The happiest time of the day is when I sing in the morning for school singers.Some hymn thingy.Heh.Anyways I plan to go swimming tomorrow.I don't think I'll be able to,though.There's art after school tomorrow,to make up for today's missed lessons.Argh.I hate the art in my school.My idea of art is to draw or paint anything that comes to mind,not to be forced to do something you don't wanna.Like,ew.Thats so un-creative.Oh well,I haven't done the art homework.I have no idea.I was absent during those few lessons cos I was really sick.When I came back,I asked if there was hw but well,nobody told me.I asked again but nobody heard me cos art lesson today was kinda noisy.So,nobody heard.Poor me.I still don't know where to start!Argh.I'm gonna get punished for sure!Oh well.So much for bothering to ask whats for hw.Sigh.Eng hw about the Japan thingy.I wanted to ask Mrs Tan if the earthquake really happened but didn't get a chance to.Oh well.I'm quite interested though.Its just because Shintaro's from Japan.LOL.So I need to find stuff.I looked in some books on Japan,but I couldn't find Kasukabe.Ha.Oh well,need to check back in the PBMF booklet (Pacific Basin Music Festival).I should go find a translation for Shintaro's name!You know,like the Jap words kind of thing.Its kewl.Decorate a book or smth with those words.Now thats creative.Lolz! (crap). I'm really bored now.Mellie beanie is praying.Jason just talked to me.I'm reallllyyy bored.I miss Hawaii.And You.Sigh.Love,nitez,stars.-X

You're Haunting Me,I Guess I Need You,Baby.

Baby,you don't know what its like.
Oh no,you don't know what its like,
To love somebody,
To love somebody,
The way I love you. Always and Forever.

Everytime I See You In My Dreams,I See Your Face...

Sigh.Lolz.
Feeling better today though nose is still a lil' runny.Still coughing a little too!Argh.This sucks -.-" Anyways.Today went out with my family.My bro didn't come.Or did he?Waaiit a minute.Oh yeah he did.LOL.We went to IKEA,the Swedish furniture thingy.Went to get a bookshelf and a bed.Bed for me.*sniff sniff* see im so poor no bed to sleep on..lolz.kidding.My current one is takin up space on the floor so I'm gettin a new one.Rabbit spent the whole day at home running about.Boring.Anyway had lunch at IKEA,costs 40 bucks (ohmygod!) and well it was different.At least we had roast beef and meatballs and stuff.Spaghetti and chicken wings.And some cakes.Ha!Was quite a nice lunch.After looking at all the furniture we went home(obviously...) and well,we didn't go straight home.We went to the police post thingy to file a report on the car accident my dad's car was involved in 2 weeks ago.Well something like that.So we went to file file file.File finish already then we went home.Heh.Watched White Chicks...Well,first disc of White Chicks,then did some Math with my sis for hour and a half.Then went to have a bath...then came online!My parents went out fer dina!So I was home alone,online looking for Joe Dirt pictures.I think I prefer David Spade with the Joe Dirt look.Lolz.Looks more..blur.I dunno.I just have weird taste.But I seriously like the Joe Dirt look.Maybe I'll pop down to the video store sometime to. uh. buy it?Hope they have it cos they might not.I mean,I've never heard of the film 'Joe Dirt' until I saw it on the tellie in Hawaii.So quite unlikely..Unless I actually have the time to pop down to the more English video stores.The chance of getting it there is higher...Oh wells.I like that show.Sighh.Shall stop here for the long long day.Good night everybodeh! Luv,Xiu--

*Cough cough,sneeze*

SICK.
I'm sick.lolz.I miss alot of people.Sigh.Miss talking to them and all that cos I haven't been able to come online for quite some time.About 5 days I guess.More than 5 days.But well my dad's out,my sis is playing piano,and I'm bored.So well,I came online!Its so nice to see people's faces in the pics on my comp. Heh.Argh,I gotta go offline soon.Why why tell me why? I gotta print out more pics though.Need to save em' in a diskette (did i spell it wrongly?) and bring them to the photo centre.I printed the jon and shintaro pic,it didn't turn out too bad.Turned out quite well,actually.The quality was goood.Lolz.I printed 3 copies,then I snipped one out to put in my wallet.Heh. lolz.Need to print out afew others.Like-.Sigh.lolz.Old photos la.Well not really old anyway.Was just last year or so.I think.I miss jon and shintaro.Argh!I wanna turn back time.before I went to hawaii.lolz.I really miss them.Sigh!shintaro is cute >.<
Anyways today was boring.we drew potato hearts during Science lesson.So lame one.Made me hungry.lolz.I was thinking of mash potato -.-" Mrs tan didn't come to school today,couldn't give my MC and $ for chocomania.Cough still quite bad,though fever gone down.Hey cool im talking to jon on msn now!Anyways.Why does he always have to come online as I'm about to go off -.-"
Lolz. weird guy,comes online before going to school.Anyways he just went offline.lolllll.Zigh.I feel like watching Constantine.Again.Argh!That reminds me.I haven't met up with adriel yeo to get KFH back.Do'h!Oh wells gonna sleep soon.Medicine taking effect.Lolz.Miss yer all,goodnight!!! =) Luv,Xiu

Some People Wait A Lifetime For A Moment Like This.

ARGHHHHHH!NO!PEOPLE DO NOT WAIT FOR MOMENTS LIKE THESE!
Noooooooooooooooooooo!I'm ruined.I love 2.4! *Cries* I can't run 2.4...Condition not good enough damnit.Sigh!Darn it.5 items all straight As.Then I have to run my 2.4 another time.Sighhhh.I think I'm kinda sick.I'm sweating for no reason.And I still have a funny kind of throat.Heh.My sis says I still have a fever.Darn it!I love 2.4....Poor me!Anyways.I thank God there's no choir tomorrow because my throat is still kinda funny.Hahaha. Sh*t!I just found out that 2.4 is next week's sat.YIPPEEE!I should be well by then.Alive and well babbeh!okok I gotta stop now.I can't stand my post being so short!Argh!Okok anyways good night everybody!She freakin blocked me! lalalala!LOL.-Xiu.

I'm Still Missing You

Yeah.I had a better day today.Not very good though.stupid! #%*&(*&*!@ !# $&^*&(!@^&*! damn you.
I feel better already.I must follow the Stephen Chow movie and scold the sea.Lolz.
Sigh. fine la. I only just started blogging then my sis ask me go offline. SIGH.Sigh.Home ec is getting boring already. so is science. science not so boring but then home ec is terrible.I'm more of right brain than left. haha.I went to print out their pics just now.Happy. one copy is in my wallet,one is. prob somewhere else i dunno lolz. then the last one lorna wants. she has to pay me $1.40 for it. argh.I'm bored now. tomorrow got SYF. must aim for gold.Hope get gold la. not very easy this time. lolz. wokay la missing you. er. all. lolz. bubbyes luv xiulin.

She Freakin' Blocked Me!

Ha!No,its just a song.Heh.Its sunny and bright outside!
No,I'm lying.
It's all dark and gloomy outside,and its raining heavily.
But screw those!I'm happy being online!So happy...lalalala!LOL!
But I'm kinda sad too because another fish in my dad's tank died today.And he didn't flush the toilet after dumping it there -.-"I had to flush it. Argh poor fish.
My sis wanted to steam the tiny fish.LOL. poor...
I'm popping grapes into my mouth as I type this.Listening to "She Blocked Me"
Lol!Yippee I'm being sent a group picture with Shintaro in it!This is so darn cool.And well,its all bright and sunny again,but still a little damp with all the rain.Sad.I haven't bought a new watch yet.I'm dying!This metal one sis too heavy!And it hurts my wrist.I need another watch.Sigh.Oh my gah.I so love that pic he(not Shintaro) sent me.LOL!Shintaro looks kinda weird but still good.In a way.aww man I'm hopping over stars now.LOL.Then I just fell and died.lol!Nope I'm kidding.Jon just went offline.And before going offline,he said he has seen 2 pics of me so far.And I was like 2?! (I only sent him one) The only person who could have sent him the pic is either nicxy or nat.ARGHHH! She's gonna die. But it depends la.Depends on weather I look okay in the pic anot.LOL! Hokay.I'm bored now.Everybody online has suddenly died.My sis is in the room playing piano,my mom's muttering something in Chinese.Sigh.My dad's sleeping.It's boring damnit!I shall go watch teevee nows. bubbyes people!Luvsss! -Xiuu.