Come take my hand.

Take it.Maybe chop it off and preserve it or something.
Nah,I'm kidding.
Feeling worse than yesterday because obviously,yesterday was a better day.A miracle occured today.I did 3 Math worksheets all by myself and I didn't die!
I was probably hoping to.
I've still got a little bit of homework left to do.
I still stare openmouthed at Physics worksheets and stuff.
Biology is fine,Just Fine..It's only Physics.Sigh.
Other subjects are fine,even Math!No,actually Chinese is not very fine,although I handed in my Zuo Wen today!!!That's something that you don't often see.So the first week of school didn't go too badly.Could have been worse,but the teachers are always nice on the first week so there's no knowing what they'll be like.Stuff up their sleeve,like when my mom gives me money for no reason.Lol.
So today was like...I woke up early (as usual nowadays,but only on schooldays),I got to school on time even after having a filling breakfast!
Sang "Thank You,Lord" at Schoolsingers.Someone pushed-shoved me infront so I had the microphone in my face!!I think it was Jac Mok.It went well,I remembered everything although my voice sounded funny in the morning.
So after that I went back to the lockers and my class.First lesson was SS.We got some handout thingy that we're supposed to do as homework,I guess.I'll have to check that there's no SS tomorrow.Second period was...?Hold on,lemme think.
I really can't remember.I remember Mother Tongue after that though.Did essay writing "Zuo Wen".
I suffered a whole lot during that one...
Recess!EAT EAT EAT!
After eating-
English.Oh yeah I'm soooo unhappy about that today.We had to write an essay.
Personally,I thought that the Normal(A) question was even more difficult because it was more..I don't know.Something about making a mistake and having to apologise.It's difficult to write a good essay,from my point of view.
What the girls doing O'lev English got was more...complex?
Something about writing 2 times when you had fun as a young child.
It was easier to write nicely,but I had to think for some time.
We were only given 32 mins to write our composition,but the O'lev English girls started late but weren't given extra time.Unfair!!!
I didn't really have time to write much,and it was underwritten.I was supposed to write at least 300 words but only wrote around 250+.It was only about one time(they asked for 2) but I made it sound like 2.
Apart from all those "mistakes" I made,I thought it was a pretty decent essay.
Ah,good old days when we were still young children.
Look at all of us now -.-"
After English came CME.Had to discuss some stuff about group work with Ms Shanthi.It was hell,I tell you.See,we were all aching from PE the day before.I was aching pretty bad.I was in such an uncomfortable position and having to turn my body around,though I could only do it halfway and so my neck had to turn the rest.I almost died.My neck almost died,I should say.Now my neck is aching too.Oh,the pains of being an attentive student!
After CME was Physics,as you should know,is currently my most disliked subject.It was only one period though,and before the teacher came,I asked another teacher if I could go to the loo cos' I was really urgent.I ran.On the way I saw my Physics teacher -.-"
I didn't have time to stay and chat,not that I wanted to anyway.
I ran to the toilet and then back,and even though I ran and all that,it took up like 1/4 of the period already so I only had to sit through 3/4 of it.We were doing that worksheet,the one which I stared blankly at.Anyway I tried to follow and copy stuff off the board,and even that was too fast!When the bell rang I was soooo thankful.At least after-school hours weren't so bad because I met up with Joanne,Christine and some other girl (forgot whats her name but she's damn funny).We went to have chicken rice together,and when I told them I've never ordered chicken rice by myself before,they were shocked/amazed.Anyway,Joanne and Christine found strands of the guy's hair in their chicken rice,and made a complaint,after which getting a new plate of chicken rice without hairs.
We went to Popular bookshop after that,looking at files and stuff.I left early cos' it was time for me to go home anyway,so I did.I said my goodbyes and left.
I came home.I slept till 8pm.Man,I was so tired.It's been a long day. -Xiu =)

I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing...

Hi.
Yes,so I'm here,blogging again.
Yes,lets talk about my life.
Apart from the fact that I'm ALREADY lagging behind in my Physics class,I haven't finished my Physics homework that I really don't know how to do,my Math homework which I still haven't completed,my weakness in mapwork,being worried about having to do O'level English because I love my current English class so much,Dad being all crazy again,mom just lazing around,a small wound on my ankle(it looks kinda raw,I don't know how it got there),My life is pretty perfect at the moment.
I feel sad and all that,but somehow there's always something to keep us from springing off the top of a building.
What gets to me the most is my Physics.I feel so hopeless already!
Almost broke down during Physics the other day because I seriously couldn't get anything.It was like Sec 2 all over again,only now there's no more Ms Teow.
I can only sigh.
Something keeps me motivated enough to try.
Or..someone?
Anyway,I saw Mrs Tan in school today.She looked shorter because her skirt/trousers were pretty high.LOL.Oops =X Mrs Tan if you're reading,you just gotta know that there were a lot of comments on that!
Sigh,its getting late and I shall go finish my homework.It's not much,really.
So goodnight people! -Xiu =D

I'll be remembering you.

Yeah,whatever.
Life couldn't get any more worse than this,can it?
Two male teachers.Ick.
One used to live in Aus for a long time,has this slight accent.
The other is very...positive.I don't know but he's like,"if you don't know how to do a question,put there 'don't know YET'"
Everyone's like -.-"
But I guess its a change from grumpy female teachers yes?
We still have female teachers though.We have 2 new teachers.New,meaning they just came into the school.
At least I know I have the freedom to walk around in bookshops and eating ice-cream with friends.Sigh.Realise that the older you get,the more...boring you become.You start talking about more 'adult' topics.Damn,we grow up too fast.We get caught up with all sorts of things.Oh yeah.Met my new teacher today and she was like,"are you in ELDDS?Why aren't you in ELDDS?!"Hmm.I don't know,ELDDS seems boring because you can't really choose what to act out,you have to follow their boring story.It's not really dramatic like those professionals.Its so...I don't know.The props suck.The things they have to wear also kinda suck.Maybe I'm just not into that kinda thing.Ms Wong seems to have done EVERYTHING.She was asking about our CCAs and she was like "I used to play the trumpet in the band too" and "Oh I was a sop 1!".Sigh,its just...mixing with people of different age groups.Depends on what kind of a person you are.If you have this inner child thingy that always comes alive then maybe you should hang out with people younger than you.
If you're some boring person like me who likes deeper topics (omg ask Gervin,I think she almost died talking to me),then...Hmm.I'm not gonna hint or anything,don't want sis to come after me =X
Ah well,thats the first day of school.Homeroom system was so disorganised,even the teachers were messed up.What to do,Singaporeans all want to be modern,must copy other countries.Sigh.It makes us seem to..unoriginal,y'know.
Ah yes,choir again tomorrow.Ah,heaven! -Xiu =)

I'll watch as the cold winter melts into spring

Oh my god!
I have found a sure-cure for fever!
It may be difficult,but it works.
Here's it:
Get like...4-5 hours of sleep on one night,make sure the lack of sleep makes you feel really tired.The next day,go out or something.Make sure you use up your energy.Go home,don't fall asleep yet cos it won't work.
Stay up till night time around 10-10.30,then drop dead on your bed (after brushing whatsoever).SLEEP!
I slept at 10.30pm and only woke around 4pm the next day!
The night before (The day I lacked sleep),I took my temperature before going to bed,and it was like 38.2.
After I woke at 4pm,my temperature was 36.4!
Miraculous!
Tell everyone!
Now my teachers won't believe that I skipped that stupid packing thing because I was sick.Damn. -Xiu =)

This,have I done for my true love.

I'm feeling terrible.
Came down with a high fever the night before last.Totally horrid,although I have no idea how I got it.Feeling so weak...
You gotta be sick to know.When you're sick,all your energy just drains man.
I can't even decide what to have for breakfast,because I usually wake after.
I've just drunk a mug of water though.Flush out the toxins.Damn,why must I fall sick just before school starts?!
I don't want to miss the first day of school,thats suicide!Oh God,please don't let me have Mrs Khoo as my Math teacher again.I'm most worried about English,what will it be like?
I managed to sleep for 6 and a half hours last night.It's not too bad,compared to the past few nights.I could hardly sleep.So much for trying to rest.I want to be cured and sleep properly!I have to take like...12 tablets a day now.
Totally sucks,having to swallow pills.Some of them are so large!
You people have no idea.I'm stuck with nothing to do.Don't feel like doing anything 'cos I've got a splitting headache now.Hurts so much.
I should just go back into bed and rest or something.Sigh.
Whole..body...aching.....
I can't take it anymore!I'm going back to bed. Happy end-of-holidays. -Xiu =(

Merry Christmas,With Love!

Whew,after hours of intensive testimonial-e-mail typing,letter writing,online chatting,I'm finally free.
It's been another year,since last Christmas day!
A really challenging but...fruitful year.
Yeah.I suppose thats the right word to use.
I have learnt a lot from this past year alone,things that will be of use to me later on in life.Sigh,the wonders of teaching.
Ah well,this Christmas has been a disappointing one though.
The Christmas tree I made turned out lousy this time.Sigh.
No presents or anything,just a big big feast that could not be finished.
Lots of food left behind...Mom tried bribing me today with 500 bucks.LOL.
Whatever,I still want my handphone plan.Just spoke to my brother about it.
Ah.I-I- I wanna go offline now to watch Pirates of the Carribean on the comp.
I shall end here.
Merry Christmas everyone! <3 Xiu =)

Sing:Oh my love,oh my love,my love,my love.

S'me again!
Bored,as usual.Later tonight,I'm going to be watching Van Helsing.Y'know,the one with Richard Roxburgh innit.I've always wondered why the bad guys are never mentioned first,its always the heroes.
I feel like playing Monkey Island 4.Yet,I just wanna be online so I don't miss out on anything.I just finished typing a long e-mail for Kathleen.Hope she likes it =X
I just looked out the window.I need some fresh air.I've been kinda cooped up at home.I can't go out with anyone cos' everyone's so busy.I'll have to start sending out the Christmas gifts and cards.It's almost Christmas,and I haven't sent them!They're going to be late because of all the card traffic during this time of the year.Sigh.I need to think of something fast...Oh my goodness,its FRIDAY ALREADY!I didn't notice!Damn,they're so going to be late.I shall wake early tomorrow morning to post them and get some fresh air.Ah!I haven't gotten anything for mom and dad!Oh my god.JIE!SAVE ME!
You're killin me,you're really killin me. I'll see you tomorrow. Love! -Xiu =)

To call my true love to my dance

Hi.
Reading my older posts,I feel sad >.<
Actually,Dec 1st turned out to be the greatest day ever,apart from the fact that I almost lost my file.Argh!
Anyway I'm chatting to Dels on msn now,just finished tagging people's tagboards.Someone needs to invent a time machine.I want one!I can go back in time and re-do everything.When I get to this age,then I'll rewind again.LOL.
Lame,I know,but y'know,it may be fun.One can sorta walk in someone else's shoes.Okay I shall stop this time machine thing for now.
I'm currently waiting for my lunch cos dad went down to take it away."Chai Tao Kway",its called.I only returned from my trip to Thailand on the 19th,after which I was really tired.I didn't drop straight into bed though,still had to take a shower and all that.Sigh.
Lunch is home!Eating it now.Nice,warm food.
I watched two DVDs yesterday.One of which was called 'Mean Girls'.The other was called 'House Of Wax' !!!Tonight,I shall watch two more =X
One of them shall be 'Daddy Daycare'.I don't know what else I want to watch.I'll see.I'm bored.It's obvious that I'm trying to think of something to type.I do miss choir rehersals.They keep me busy,with something productive to do instead of watching TV and using the computer.Oh yeah,I bought a new organizer for 2006!I'll be pretty busy next year so I'll be needing one.Okay whatever,I shall end here. -Xiu =)

The New Moon In The Old Moon's Arms.

Yo.
Here I am,staring at the screen once again.
Did something crazy last night while I was on Friendster.
Oh wells.
I have choir rehersal later,over at Victoria Concert Hall.
I hope I won't be late...or too early?
I just hope I won't be late -.-"
Can't wait to sing those songs again.They've been stuck in my head all week!I mean,since Saturday.It's just not the same without singing with the whole choir.
I'm in love with the third song.
Anyway,this is my 101th post!Man,have I typed so much!Of course,it's not really endless.
Some of the earlier posts are a little hard to read because of the colours but nevermind,not very interesting either.Just don't!
Need to speak with Bath(Kath) about dinner tomorrow,before performance.Darn.There IS a Macdonald's nearby but we shall have to walk.It's quite big though.I'm feeling sad.After tomorrow night,I'll never get to sing those 3 songs again!Well,not for a while at least.Who knows?Maybe in a few year's time I might have to sing it again.I just hope.
Oh yeah.I watched Son Of The Mask on DVD yesterday,the guy playing Loki had cute hair!
I packed my room,looks much neater,I think.Well,thats what I think.IIIIIIII!I can't wait for tonight.I shall go spend my time wisely now.I'm going to read!Buhzz! -Xiu =)

Happy 27th Birthday,Clay!

Yo.
Bored.
Nothing to do.
It's 5.14pm now.
Thinking.
I had choir this morning.Early this morning.Didn't run as usual.It's been raining,ground was too wet.We might slip,fall,and die.Anyway I'm here staring at the screen.Mind's blank,don't know what to type.Typing what I'm thinking.Darn.I have someone to forgive,but don't know how.He's pretty stubborn though.Bleat.
I went to the library @ Esplanade yesterday with my sister.Our...aim was to not spend any money.See,we were allowed to borrow alot,so I did.The library had stuff mostly of multi-media,and music books.Musically-inclined people go there.I mean,who knows?It might seem so fun to them,they go there everyday.
Borrowed some old films (one videotape and some DVDs),my sister borrowed the whole first season of "XENA:The Warrior Princess" -.- Oh well.It's a teenager thing.Like me.
Today's Clay Aiken's birthday,as displayed on my MSN nickname.Every (one of his)birthday(s),I draw a picture at least one day before.On his 25th birthday,I traced out a picture of him quite carefully on tracing paper.It is kept in a safe place,where it belongs...
On his 26th birthday,I did the same:I traced out another one of his pictures,put it together with the other tracing.On his 27th birthday(which,I'm proud to say,is today)...No,no.Actually I did the drawing last night.I wanted to do something different.Tracing is like copying.It's...cheating?
I drew in my sketchbook instead.A simple,yet...stylish(?) drawing.I drew a face,only from the nosebridge down.The mouth had a microphone infront of it.If you have read my Friendster profile,you'd know that I've typed "He takes a deep breath and opens his mouth,getting ready to sing,to spread joy to the world".I totally adore my work,man.At least I'm original for once!
Oh yeah,I've been his fan for two years (and some months) now.I used to be crazy.People thought I was crazy.Maybe I was.I would play the same old song over and over,memorised all the lyrics,download all the videos.I still have my collection of "American Idol (II)" video tapes!Well okay not all of them.What I really do have are of the finale.1st part and 2nd part.Poor Clay.He knew that he was going to lose because he already saw the card that Seacrest was holding before they announced the results.He lost by less than 1% of the votes!
It's all over now.He's gotta move on,right?
All his fans will go off him one day,I'm quite sure,but what I'm sure of is that he will be respected for his heart. -Xiu =)

Tomorrow shall be my dancing day!

Ah!It will be.Maybe not tomorrow but someday =X
Went to a concert last night,let me recap.
MGS concert,called Cantabile.Held at ACS B's concert hall.
Sorta joint with the SYC though.
Miss Tham conducted the MGS for some,then for a really long song,Mr Tay conducted.He only conducted one song though.Some song about nature,I think.
His conductor's suit thingy seemed like it was too big for him lol.I guess he still looked okay.
After that,SYC sang afew songs with them,and by themselves.I saw my sis,but she didn't see me.Goodness.I was in the 3rd row,right in the middle!At least I knew Miss Tham saw me.
2nd part of the concert:SYC went upstairs to sit.MGS had a change of clothes.Drums and piano came in.Blah blah blah.I can't remember.I was so tired cos I was up at 9am yesterday,out by 10am,whole day till about 10.30pm so I was really worn out.Yea there was the flower-giving thingy too.Ms Tham and Mr Tay both got some gifts and a bunch of flowers each.Then it was The End.I called my sis and met up with her,saw Ady on the way out LOL.He looked a lil' different.Was too tired to notice much.Met with my sis and we went to Waffletown to have some food [double scoop ice-cream waffle(choc and strawberry),large ice milo,6 chicken wings] then we went home after that by MRT.Soooo very tired.At least I was happy.Don't know why,but I was happy.My day went like this: Morning:woke at 9am.Got ready for choir practice @ Stamford Arts Centre (thats in Bugis).Left house at 10am,took the MRT to Bugis,met up with some choir people and walked to SAC.Waited some time with the others before Mr Tay came along with the keys.We had to bring along our concert wear yesterday to show Ms Tham.So we were discussing that,while waiting for the door to be unlocked.Finally it was,and we got warming up and all that,didn't do much warming up before we started singing but it was fine.We got warmed up (literally) anyway.Few adults from the SLO adult's chorus came to join in "Tomorrow shall be my dancing day".Sounded great,actually.We finally got it.Well,sorta.I got hooked on it,sang it for the WHOLE day,making people irritated.It's a lovely song.Anyway after choir I went to have lunch by myself at Long John Silver's in Bugis.It started to rain but I was safe in there.So I took my time eating my lunch.This lady at the table opposite mine kept smiling at me.Freaky,I tell you.After lunch I went up to Kinokuiya to read.Got new books there but no money to buy lol.After reading went to Orchard to meet Gervin,walked around Popular,then went to meet Nisha.Shared Famous Amos cookies,went into Fox (Men) cos I wanted to see the model's picture.LOL!He's quite cute.
Went to have dinner with Gerv and Nisha.Got tired.Made our way to Newton MRT station.Met up with some people.Sam and I walked to Waffletown,she said she was hungry and wanted to buy something.We ended up walking out again and went into 7-eleven instead.She bought an ice-cream,asked for directions to ACS B while I called Gerv using her phone telling them that they should just go on their own cos we're opposite the school already.We walked.
Went to some place overlooking the swimming pool.Lotsa kids swimming.Couldn't see who was who so gave up and walked towards the concert hall and waited there till the doors opened and walked to the front and sat down,waiting for the concert to begin. -Xiu =)

I'll make a wish for you

Yoyoyo.
I'm writing this after a looong day.Day started out with my sister waking me and asking if I touched her phone.She was grumpy cos the alarm was on snooze and she overslept.She was late by 2 hours,I think.Mom told me.Anyway after that I went back to sleep,only woke up around maybe...12?Yeah.Mom was so excited about spending the day in Suntec City.She didn't end up buying anything.We went anyway.First for lunch all the way in Bukit Timah.It was a decent meal with chicken rice,fried kai lan with garlic,chicken,fish curry,and some soup that always comes with chicken rice.Forced dad to eat more.After that we drove my brother back to his camp.I was looking at the motto "Together as one". -.-
We drove off to Bishan where mom and I were dropped off.We went looking around Junction 8,then taking the MRT to City Hall.Went to Raffles City,there was this Batman show on.Ick.You know that kind.The mom tells the kid "There!Thats Batman!"And the kid cheers loudly,"BATMAN!BATMAN!"
It was totally lame.I was there,I know.Just passing by though.Looked around,then went out into the open and walked to Marina Square.We took a look there.I need clothes for my performance.I don't want to look like some old person on stage!Ohmy goodness.No thanks,mom.Man,you should've seen her picking out the clothes.I almost died!Thank goodness she didn't buy anything.We saw this nice skirt,perfect for my performance,but she said no.Sigh.Why can't she understand that we both have different tastes.You should see her selections.Really.She walks into those shops.I remembered seeing those old people looking at her-style clothes,speaking Hokkien and having totally out-of-shape figures.I mean it!Come shopping with me one day and I'll show you which shop it is!Anyway I treated us to dessert at Han's.I had some chocolate cake and a soup-of-the-day and she had a chicken pie with a coffee.I hate coffee.
I thought of taking away some Long John Silver's to eat on the way to Suntec City but didn't anyway.We walked to Suntec,stopping by at Levi's.When we finally got to Suntec City,we passed by the tour booth,you know,that one with all the Duck Tour and Hippo Tour things.Goodness,I can't believe that I'm actually going for one of those on Dec 3rd.We walked,and we walked,and we walked.I saw the newly-opened Ben & Jerry's!I so love Ben & Jerry's ice-cream.I wanted to buy some,but having already bought some sushi and Baby Dutch Edam cheese (individually packed!),I decided not to.We went over to some Delight eating place,with the stand-around tables to eat our food.Mom bought an ice lemon tea.She said it tasted funny.After eating my sushi,I saw an interesting selection...Of food on sticks.It's Japanese food,see,and there were these cute little scallops (dead,of course,and boiled) and wanted to try some,so I bought a stick.They added some sauce to it which I thought tasted too...salty.I liked the scallops though.They looked like shellfish on a stick,which they are.Tasted just like the kind you find in restaurants.After that,went home,had a bath,and here I am now.I haven't had my dinner yet,don't know if I am.Maybe I'll have something later.I shall go have my cheese!Bye now! Luv,Xiu =)

You and I collide.

Its me!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
I get to do O level English next year!Wheee! (What on Earth is it anyway?)-.-"
Anyway,went to school for streaming results today,I got into my first choice,for some reason.I know it couldn't have been my results cos' I did kinda badly for Final Years.Don't blame me!The papers were much much tougher.Like,really.
Ooo dinner is served!
Anyway I'm gonna really miss all my teachers...Well only some -.-" Because total-some=the rest.The rest will still be teaching me next year,worst luck,because I totally dislike that subject.Lol.Mmm I'm getting my Omega-3s now.I sure hope that I'll be able to survive Sec 3.Sigh.Argh!Kathleen and Gervin get to do CHEMISTRY and BIO!Well I get to do bio too but not chem.No fair.But not much point anyway.Only Express people get to take it -.-"
Oh man.Bye teachers,I'll miss ya'll soooo much.Shall end here.Tata! -Xiulin =)

So much to say goes unspoken.

Hey,its me again.
Another day.
Went to sell food in school this morning (fund raising)...After that,went to the Singapore Polo Club to see horses lol.Touched horses,smelt horses,watched them have baths,and so on.We saw lotsa cats there too,wonder why?
Anyway so I'm back home now,having my lunch.Mmm,jiaozi.
I'm bored.I shall game later.Not going for food selling tomorrow,so what will I do?Maybe I should go to a gym?No one to go with?Sigh.I need to get a life.
Maybe I should go out on my own?It's not so bad,you know.Kinda peaceful.Nobody to keep telling me "I need to buy my Zara skirt!" -.- Thats just lame,right.I guess tomorrow for me will be gaming all day.Aw man got a form for the Choir Olympics thing,I need to pay a deposit of 50 dollars first.The total sum of it all is...close to 2000 dollars!I'm gonna be soooo broke,I tell you.But you know,its gonna be just like the Hawaii trip,just that this one's in China.Xiamen,was it?Gonna meet people from all over the world,just that this time,they all sing,unlike the Hawaii trip people,whom some played in an orchestra or something.Hahaha.Excitedddd.Oh well.I just finished my lunch,so I guess I shall end here.See yuh! -Xiu =)

W.W.C.D.?

What Would Clay Do?
Dunno.Sing?
S'me again.Boring afternoon,sis is at choir.Today was very very tiring,although its only 4.21pm.This morning,I woke up early..blah blah blah,went for choir practice with some SLO thing.Don't know,but it was kinda fun.Learnt two new songs.Christmas carols,just not the usual ones.The girls were mostly from my choir.Few other girls are from ? I have no idea where.They just came,and we sang.So yeah.After that,sis came to pick me up.She felt like such a star,I tell you.My friends totally worship her?We went off at last,walked to Raffles Hotel so that she could try her new choir gown thing.Wilson was already there.Aw man,the new choir gown looks like..looks like.Well she looked like some indian warrior when she put it on alright.You just have to see for yourself.Go watch them in concert!After they (finally) finished trying on the gowns,we went for lunch.Well see,on the way to Raffles Hotel,we were greeted by the stong smell of fried chicken wings,so after that we felt like having some.We walked downstairs...Past some branded shops and high class cafes...Crossed the street and came to a chicken rice stall -.-" Now,there wasn't much time to spare,so we just ate there.There were fried chicken wings!LOL!Oh well,its bad for me but I ate it anyway.We ordered a set for three people,which was alot really.Thank goodness he can eat alot... =P He saw his (old) teacher there..they chatted..and chatted..and chatted.Finally,she went off anyway and he continued eating.LOL!
So after that Kok Leong came along.He almost walked past us -.-" Talked.Talked.Talked some more.And then..BOOM!Okok not boom.We were talking about people singing for 3 hours every night and pianists playing for 10 hours everyday..and then getting backaches.Bahahahha.Whatever man!Ah,so after that both of them went back to Raffles Hotel for fitting,my sis walked me halfway to Raffles City.Sis went back to Waterloo Street,I went back home.Poor Miss Tham -.- She has to go from one choir to another.It's tiring enough just attending the practices.Imagine conducting them!Ah!But it is good money.LOL.
Shh,I didn't say that =X PRETEND!I'm going to game now.See yuh people!-Xiu.

Do you really have to go?

Nooo!
It might be the happiest day,but also the most..uhm. dreadful.
My Science teacher is going to TRANSFER!Luckily my form teacher ain't.She got some high class job in the school.Some head of something sec 2 2006.Oh why why why does miss teow have to leave?!(though she's not miss teow anymore,but she still likes it that way)But,it would definately be better if she transfers.Nobody can survive waking up everyday at 5am.Not for long anyway.So,its goodbye miss teow! =( we'll miss you.
So,we're on our own again.I'll probably be a loner next year.Hope I can go to 3/5.Results of posting of classes will be released on 11 nov.Can't wait,but dread it too.I needa start studying more man.I'll work on math and chinese next year.The worst!I gotta do it anyway.Dang it.Busy busy busy.I need to buy my new textbooks.I bet they're gonna cost a bomb (a really large one that will blow up the entire planet) I'm poor enough already!What with saving up for the trip to China and eating and stuff like that?Argh.Still,textbooks are a must.a.s.a.p. baby!
I've a sudden 'craving' for computer games.You know...role playing,cartoony computer games.I wish they would hurry up and create Monkey Island 5.name it Zombie Guybrush or something.The curse of the Zombie Guybrush?LOL.
I should go into that kinda thing,I'm made for it!
Sigh,time really goes by too fast huh.The whole of this year,all sorts of things happened.Bad stuff,good stuff,got scolded lots.It didn't turn out so bad after all.I'd be really happy to live through this whole year the way it was again.I regret now,but whats the point,I can't fight fate.
Oh man. I gotta follow mom to NTUC now.Sorry people bubbyes! Luv,Xiulin.

Je suis triste.

It's in French.Translate it yourself.
Yes,I am.
Tomorrow is the last day,THE LAST DAY!
I wanna take pictures with all my teachers.lol.I hope they'll allow me to.Dad allowed me to bring the family's digi cam to school tomorrow,but I'll have to be careful.Don't worry man.When it comes to belongings,I'm a very careful person =P I asked Lu lao shi if we could bring cameras tomorrow.She said she didn't know,but she'll be bringing one too.LOL.Melanie hasn't told me if Mrs Tan said that we could bring cameras.I hope so,because in my camera,my memories will be.You know.Everything from scoldings to glory.Bahahaha.I'll keep them secret though.You know how sensitive teachers are about taking pictures,unless in the yearbook.I bought em' gifts (woopee!) and I just hope they'll take just a picture or two with me? come on,memories!pictures that I'll pick up 10 years later and say "hey! this was my form teacher in 2005!"LOL.yep.I'm planning to do that =X anyways comp got prob,needa restart.I shall end my post here then!
Bye everybody!Wish me luck for tomorrow. Luvv! -Xiu =)

The Limping Angel.

Hey people,gotta make this a quick one.
I'm very very tired.
Tomorrow is the netball carnival!*sigh* I hate it.
I'm not involved in cheerleading (ick) or netball (ahh!) so I'm involved in the march past.Our theme was originally 'Gypsy' then turned to 'Old School'. Finally we decided on 'A little bit of everything' so we could wear whatever we wanted.How come I get the feeling that we're gonna get scolded because of our meaningless theme?Oh well.After the carnival I still have to make my way back all the way from Kallang back to school for choir till late.My life.Gosh,do I need sleep.I still need to worry about buying gifts and writing letters.Ahh.I'm dying.I'm gonna meet my 'buddy' tomorrow.Help!What should I say?Oh well.Not that I can say much anyway.I've made people happy,now I've got to say goodbye.Why is life always like that?!
I'll never see them again...sigh.
Goodnight people. love. -Xiulin =((

A human soul for a faceless world.

It's been a long long long time.AH!
A lot has happened over the weeks.It's all happening too quickly.Days zipping past as if nothing at all.Wish I could rewind the whole year.Maybe last year too?We need time machines,seriously,so that we can go back into the past to correct our wrongs that we've done in the past.You know,like-Ah.Nah.I'll only write it out in my personal diary.It cut me deep,and they were wrong.
Anyway..You know.After seeing some results for the EOYs,I feel kinda sad.
I see lotsa mistakes.Mistakes I shoulda seen when I checked them over,but no.
Only after they were marked did I see those mistakes.I guess life's like that.Yeah,and I'm starting to hate Lit.Don't ask me why,ask my Lit teacher -.-"
I'm gonna miss lessons with my teachers.If I did well in that subject,you know straight-away that they made very good teachers.I'm that kind of person who doesn't really score in anything.I read a lot,thats probably the reason why I can pass Eng.Don't talk about all the others.Ick.The only other paper that I'm quite happy about is Science.Hah!I made an effort to pass that one.Really!
Waking up one hour earlier before the usual time to study is not really my thing,but I did it for the sake of...well.Sort of a promise?
Well,I managed to keep that promise,and I'm proud of that.
I can't keep many promises though.I'm worried about a certain promise that I made to my form teacher.The only thing that can save me from breaking that promise now is my mid year results.I think 10% or so is taken from there.Sigh.
I'm finally having choir again,this Wednesday.I've been assigned to buddy another girl.Darn.It's gonna be difficult when I can't read music!Whats more,competition standards are very high,but I'm willing to give teaching a try.Maybe there's something about the joy of teaching that only teachers know.Hah,I must find out!I feel like going out for some cakes/ice cream stuff.Anyone willing to come with me,maybe go out and enjoy for afew hours,just tell me.I'm currently having a really cheesy cheesecake,the marble kind that my mom bought few days ago from Secret Recipes.It's not bad..Just that its starting to get a little too cheesy.BUT!I must not waste food.Lolz!
People halfway round the world (and closer) are starving with no food and no clean water..Here I am complaining of too much cheese >.<"
Aw man,I'm sure gonna miss this year.Y'know,if I had a time machine,I'd definately woulda done better than I did this time,knowing how difficult the Science paper would be.28 people failed!Imagine that.The number of people in my class is like...38.So I'm one of the 10 lucky people who DID pass.I sure feel good about that.Oh wells,gotta end here,goodnight everybody! Love! -Xiu =)

Incantation

Hey guys!
It's been almost a month since I last blogged.Sorry.Been....busy.
Went to watch Quidam!!!!1st October.I had to say,the show was FANTASTIC!
Especially the German Wheel act =p..... Ahem.
Anyway,the show was totally great.Yeah,enjoyed it.Was sad when I couldn't get the soundtrack.Maybe I'll wait for awhile.When I get my own credit card and get to buy stuff over the net,HAHAHAHAHA!
Anyway.I'm gonna be careful bout that.Only buy from trusted sites.Yeah yeah yeah.Listening to Incantation now.Part of it was played during the German Wheel act.(Thanks Edward for getting the file for me!I've been trying to look for it for a looonnnggg time.)Anyway,today during self-study,I did my Geography revision,then thought of this song,and wondered what 'Incantation' meant.I asked the teacher who was there for self study.Er,afternoon study,I mean.Anyway he told me something like 'a ritual for magic and witchcraft' or something like that.It made a lot of sense,actually,because this song sounds quite...mysterious and it sounds like people are dancing.Ha!Ask me if you want the file.I loved loved loved Quidam.It was so artistic.Found out that Quidam has been performed for the last nine years or something like that.Cool,aint it.I kinda envy the circus.They get to travel around the world and tour,but still work at the same time.It's quite hard work if you have to do 10 performances per week.But,its really kinda cool.Hah!I'm inspired again.Okay I shall stop talking about it.lolz!
Anyway for the past few weeks been really...bored.Been trying to lose weight,not that I need to but..Yeah you know.Don't like getting fat.Just had PE on Monday,worked out like crazy,and then finding out that it was the last PE lesson for this year.NOOOOOO!!!That means we'll all get fat because I know most of my class doesn't bother to go work out 20 mins,3 times a week.Sigh.They thought I was crazy when I ran 15 times around 3 basketball courts.-.-"Whats so crazy about that?I'm healthy,thats why.LOL.Nowadays,I've been eating good wholesome food.Well,I haven't eaten lots of vegetables today,so maybe I'll have some lettuce with some fruit later?I'm having chicken porridge now.Was whining about my dad turning the fan (blowing from my left side)on.It went something like this. I said,"Nooo!Don't turn on the fan!Wait my hair fly into the porridge!" He said,"Ni de tou fa zhe me 'wet' ,zhe miang' fly into your porridge?!" Then I just,"How you know it won't fly?"True enough,it IS flying into my face.Right this minute!LOL.Oh!I just went into the kitchen to inspect some chocolate cake from Coffee Bean.I stared at the slice of cake for awhile,and said to my brother,"Kor,you will have only half!" lol.Poor me.See lah,I'm so pitiful.One thin slice of cake also have to share.BUT!I must not eat too much junk food.One potato chip could be fatal.I could end up eating it all!
Must...hold...back...
Okay,I've typed quite a lot today man.Look at how much I typed!Okay not a lot but yeah.I'm gonna end off here.Good bye,everybodeh! <3 Xiulin