Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Monday, 14th June 2010


Fatigued, overworked. It's so tempting to give up.

It somehow became my job to delegate the work for my Biomolecules assignment. It wasn't bad at all, actually, I kind of enjoyed it. Somebody had to do it, and I made sure my e-mail to the group didn't sound too glum.

I am, however, glum as can be. I will be turning 19 in about 20 days, and I am not the least bit prepared. I'm dreading the release of my exam results, for I am pretty sure I'll do quite badly. Very badly indeed. The nightmare of school will then start all over again in a dreadful routine, a never-ending workload and new things to learn. It's at times like these I wish I'd go crazy, for people who are mad are oblivious to the fact. Ignorance is bliss.

I shall spend tomorrow catching up on sleep, doing my assignment, learning the choir piece and painting a shirt. Have these strange urges to do large canvas paintings, draw anatomy and bake.
Bought my first two pairs of skinny jeans today. Am I swakoo? :D

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