Monday, October 15, 2007

Monday, October 15th 2007

Am down with flu. It's been a few days now, not sure if I should risk doing Physical Training tomorrow morning. I'm leading, so it shouldn't be too bad, right? If I die from it, I probably won't regret it anyway.
New scores tomorrow, I wonder if they'll be difficult?

Feeling really lousy because of this dreadful cold. This is going to be a busy week. Strangely, I'm anticipating normal lessons. Nothing special, just normal school and lessons. I hope they stick to normal timings as well. It's just so..normal.

I want to spend Halloween Night on the roof of Vivocity. It's beautiful up there, and since it's after every paper, I'd like to just spend that night looking at the sky and thinking. Just thinking.
I wish my parents wouldn't drag me along with them to Malaysia. I guess it is sort of a tradition that I go back to visit my relatives there, especially since some of them are very old. Still, I wish they wouldn't drag me along. I guess I'd feel guilty if I don't go, but I really like peace. If I were alone, I wouldn't quarrel with anybody, or hurt anybody. I hate arguments, sometimes I'm the one who starts them, and I hate that. Being alone just gives me the freedom to say what I want and hurt no one. Everybody would be happy then, right?

I went to town today, Art Friend in Takashimaya. I was so tempted by endless sizes of cut canvas(es). I have ideas for round canvases, but they're simply too expensive. I would like a decent-sized square one but they're also too expensive. Felt so reluctant to part with my money on/for canvas because I really do not have much money. Like they say, it's like being a child in a candy shop but not being able to touch a single sweet.

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