I'm both emotionally and physically drained. I can literally feel my eyelids closing, my body shutting down. Yet, I'm forcing myself to type a blog entry. I just feel a need to.
I feel so fed up with the world. I've had a rough week, I even witnessed a crime. What the hell is wrong with everybody? Am I the one at fault? I feel so angry, I feel like I want to hit people, break things, hurt myself, but I'll try not to do any of the three.
It's simply not sensible.
I'm so disgusted and disappointed that I just don't know what to say or do. Nowadays, everything seems like a waste of time. I haven't been getting enough sleep since Sunday night, but I drag myself to school for lessons, which some of my classmates don't even bother doing. Of course Mrs Khoo has a right to be embarrassed. I would, too, if I were her. I wouldn't be able to face the world knowing that half the students in my form class doesn't bother coming to school.
I feel so sorry for her, having people like them in her class. She was practically near tears today while scolding our class. I wanted to march up there and give her a hug, but I didn't, lest she hit me or something.
There certainly are idiotic people in the world.
Have a good Halloween.
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