Well, my thumb's still intact.
I got my results back yesterday. According to my teachers, I did pretty well, so why do I feel so lousy? I don't know. They probably moderated the marks a lot, and I only failed one subject, which is a vast improvement from my usual. I usually fail four out of seven.
I was sitting in that Dance Studio with all my other classmates, so convinced that I wouldn't get through to Sec 5. The promotion criteria is to get 10 points or less for 3 best subjects. I almost stopped breathing when it was my turn to get my results slip, but I've made it.
Somehow I still feel I don't deserve it. There are people way smarter than me, and they work harder, but barely made it. How on Earth did I, when I didn't study hard enough, do better than them?
I've been praying about my results, and now I know that God works in mysterious ways. I wonder what He wants in exchange? :)
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