It never fails to amaze me, how much I've grown in the past four/five years of my life.
Each time I come across some piece of me I've lost a while ago, there's this longing-for-the-past feeling. I guess some parts of my past is/was sad, but having had to go through those things, I learnt from my experiences; what not to do, what to do. Who to trust.
It was an extreme learning experience, and I've become less gullible, I've learnt to love myself more, and for who I am. I've learnt that people can't be changed easily, and I've made decisions about how I shouldn't try to change anyone, but just tolerate them. Society is made up of different types of people, and in my Singaporean society, the people are mostly selfish, and they are super-rude. There's the bad part of society, and there's the eenie-meenie good part, which I want to be part of. I hope I already am, but it's too much to hope for at the age of 16-17. People don't treat me as a human being yet.
Perhaps I should wait a while, maybe they'll change on their own?
Right now, I'll learn to love myself even more, and I'll do what I want.
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