I'm so going to adopt a child when I get older. Of course, I'd have to have lots of money and a stable job and all that, so I'd probably be about 40.
I spent tonight downloading videos. Quite a few of them were of Philippe Jaroussky, some were of "Hi-5" and "Hairspray", and one was of Clay Aiken.
It seems I have forgotten who I fell in love with 6 years ago. It's incredible what watching a short video can do for you. I typed in "This is the Night" on the Youtube search engine, and I clicked on the one of him singing on "Good Morning America" in 2003, and it suddenly took me back to that time. He was so gorgeous, and still is, if I may add. He's a daddy now and all that, so he's been out of the spotlight for quite a while, but his songs still bring me comfort in my darkest hours. They still bring me as much courage as they did 6 years ago, and they still paint a silly grin across my face. Such are the words of a Claymate.
I managed about 3 hours of studying today. Funny how since I told myself I'd start studying 7 hours a day, I've only managed 2 or 3 hours a day. I don't know if I should use reverse psychology or not, but the few hours of playing "Sims 2" this morning helped a little. I'm still playing "Sims 2" because I can't afford "Sims 3", so I'll just wait till V decides to lend it to me. The "Sims 2" I'm playing also belongs to her (Thanks, V!). Without it, I'd have died long ago.
I spent tonight downloading videos. Quite a few of them were of Philippe Jaroussky, some were of "Hi-5" and "Hairspray", and one was of Clay Aiken.
It seems I have forgotten who I fell in love with 6 years ago. It's incredible what watching a short video can do for you. I typed in "This is the Night" on the Youtube search engine, and I clicked on the one of him singing on "Good Morning America" in 2003, and it suddenly took me back to that time. He was so gorgeous, and still is, if I may add. He's a daddy now and all that, so he's been out of the spotlight for quite a while, but his songs still bring me comfort in my darkest hours. They still bring me as much courage as they did 6 years ago, and they still paint a silly grin across my face. Such are the words of a Claymate.
I managed about 3 hours of studying today. Funny how since I told myself I'd start studying 7 hours a day, I've only managed 2 or 3 hours a day. I don't know if I should use reverse psychology or not, but the few hours of playing "Sims 2" this morning helped a little. I'm still playing "Sims 2" because I can't afford "Sims 3", so I'll just wait till V decides to lend it to me. The "Sims 2" I'm playing also belongs to her (Thanks, V!). Without it, I'd have died long ago.
Tuition again tomorrow. I haven't finished everything that was assigned on Thursday. I've been trying really hard to do them but been procrastinating an awful lot. Somehow the "hours of doing brainless things" like watching TV or playing computer games always stimulates my brain and makes me yearn for something more wholesome, thus making me want to study.
I think I've gotta learn from Si Jia. When I studied with Wondergirl here during my "N" levels, she said that 10 minutes was (were?) too long for lunch, and she sat at the library, studying from morning till dinnertime. Amazing. I always couldn't stand it and would fidget incessantly until 5pm when I allowed myself to pack up and go home.
I did all right for "N"s, though. Never was complacent during "O"s, but still got average results. No!!! Cannot!
Still, I'm not looking forward to the lethargy at tuition tomorrow. Two hours of hell. Luckily, it's only once a week, or I'd really fling myself off a building. If I had spent today watching TV all day, maybe I'd have the motivation to study all week. Darn it, I studied today, so it's not going to work. The few measly hours of "Sims 2" only resulted in the same few hours of studying! It's gotta be more, MORE!
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