Whatcha Doing Tonight...

Yes you guessed it..Im listening to INVISIBLE! by Clay Aiken woo hoo! lolz the song rox.It makes me think of how anxious I got over the mention of Clay before his CD was released lolz.sorry I haven't posted ever since..the 26th lolz but tomorrow's my English exam haiz I hope I'll pass.I got back my lit paper today fail by 1/2 mark dammit.nvm at least i dun get zero or smth,I din even bother to study for the test lolz din read the book haiz.Oh cool my baby just came online! poor boy his older bro always watching him -.-" evil lolz.now listening to "Measure Of A Man" A really beautiful song!
lolz and NOW listening to This Is The Night haiz. Lolz...Oh no!! nooo!My poor baby got headache! Poor boy.haiz his bro ALWAYS watching him lolz.His older bro is plain evil la ok lolz.omg my dad just came and ask me finish up the fishcake and I told him "its inedible.totally tasteless" lolz evil.I miss my baby so much.Today got lit lesson we were left to do some passage thingy by ourselves while the teacher went to setup some laptop thingy in the hall lolz.She said she would return to class at 12 noon.Quite afew people slept la.Gina,Dels and I slept lolz..after finishing our work of course ;p lolz Then after I woke up it was 12 noon already but teacher haven come so I took out tracing paper and started drawing some patterny thingy on it in pink.Then during history I finished up the letter for my baby lolz.then started folding the patterny tracing paper with pink ink on it..into some folder like thingy.Then decorated the letter which I wrote for my baby...then before Chinese teacher came,dels put the two letters into the folder like thingy and I stapled it up lolz and wrote all the "to markie from xiu" all that lolz.Then I put it in my bad front pouch lolz.BAHAHAHA so detailed. anyways..after school ended,I went to toilet to look at myself..my hair and all that...my hair damn messy,natural spike in the middle ontop one -.-"then Dels suddenly come into the toilet(dunno how she knew I was in there) and told me she can go meet mia they all. So she went to call her father while I washed my face with clean and clear facial foam LOLZ school give one la.then after that talked to the toilet auntie for awhile she ask me for the time but i suddenly forgot how to say in chinese then I said"liang dian sanshi fen"(2.30) then she said "liang dian shen me?"(2 o clock what?)"liang dian ban ah?"(2.30 ah?) then I was like so maluated lor lolz dunno how to tell time in chinese but nvm I said "yaya" lolz then she ask me what kind of ren am I..where did i come from la.she thought i was some..english person thingy lolz coz i dunno how to speak chinese LOLZ.then I just told her ya I was english -.-" so lame.Then wait awhile more then dezi came back up and told me to go already dun waste time.Then we go down the stairs already out onto the carpark road then saw mel,gina,nicole,sara,and cherre.Then walk down the slope together I used the art mask to cover my head from the rain wth lolz.The art was part of our CA but so long already and neoneo said she was gonna throw away if we leave ANYTHING under our desks.so I brought home lor but then luckily I brought home coz I put over my head la lolz.shelter me hahahahahahaa.but then anyway coz of the rain it went soggy coz it was made of those paper mache thingies.So I tore off my name that piece of paper attached to it,and threw the mask away. lolz so funny but what a waste haiz.Then went to novena in bus 851 lolz.saw cherre walking to somewhere la lolz.she din go with the others coz the taxi no space haiz.then in the bus I pull down my socks and stuff liddat and then make the hair and stuff with dels lolz.Then got off the bus.crossed the road,and went down the escalator..and when I got to the bottom with dezi I saw them.I saw them all just standing near the control station lolz so funny.then dunno why I suddenly feel so shy dun dare to talk to them lolz dels did it all.I dun dare to pass my baby the letter coz it was so..GIRL lolz.so I asked dels help me pass to him lolz.Then he passed me a letter awhile later.abit crumpled SO CUTE! lolz its just so adorable sometimes ^^ Then I was so shy -.- dunno why la dun blame me.maybe coz of too much scolding at home tts why now too shy lolz! nah just kidding lolz.then dels go and call her dad.then kb and matt went home I think lolz. mia and wy still there waiting
-.-" lolz then..we all go cold storage there.then dunno wat la I went home. dels still waiting for her father there lolz.saw mia and wy standing infront of kfc -.-"lolz then wait for the train to come..not long la.Then on the train began to read my baby's letter so cute! lolz his handwriting so small lolz.I remember he wrote this"Teacher spouting rubbish" or smth liddat lolz so cute! I was smiling on the train dammit.Then got one old lady look at me coz I was smiling haiz.She thought I was mad la k lolz.But din care anyway. Then after reading the letter felt so happy.Then my stop came and I went off..Then went to 7-11 to buy slurpee lolz.frozen cola and some grape thingy mix.so cool! then walk home slowly thinking about my baby.I dunno why crossing roads I always think of him lolz.Hmm then went home have to put belt freakin high again coz dad will scold one they kiasu one mah.then I go home run up the stairs to 8 level lolz.hhmm then went home play music and on my phone then got msg from wy this morning one lolz din get to see it coz off my phone too fast it said "bye xiulin" lolz then I laugh at the msg lolz.then I go out to the kitchen feed my rabbit then on the comp and surf awhile.lolz so fun.then do some nonsense..then he came online! lolz his bro was there so he couldn't really talk much lolz.then dunno what la...until now.me and dels gonna bathe same time at 9 pm lolz.3 more mins dammit no time to post argh!yep coming online again later lolz.Miss my baby lots and lots..always and forever woot! I love you markie baby!*hugz n kisses for my Darling Baby Angel* Love,Xiu!

There's a smile there's a truth in your eyes...

I miss my baby lots!
just now my parents dragged me out to early dinner haiz.I think I made him wait.I feel so bad now argh.Im looking through a New Zealand booklet thingy.My parents got it from some travelling agency thing.They plan to go to shanghai and bangkok help.Thank God they said I din have to go ^^ If not I will die.lolz coz its like..they're going right after my exams so..Markie wun be going to perth just yet. lolz haiz I miss him so much.Hope he gets back his phone soon.Can't wait to sms him again ^^ this morning got an sms from him lolz.early in the morning before church lolz. I only woke up at 1.30+pm today..so late I know -.-"
hmmm..Mel just came online and told me she had to go dinner brb lolz.Im so boreddd online without my baby...argh...sighh.Finally going to meet him again tomorrow..I feel like dying already,so long never see him lolz.Eating yoghurt now.I feel like eating something but I dunno what.Should I eat? Im really hungry lolz. dunno why.I din eat much during dinner though.Argh going to eat something now.My damn father just told me to go offline wth.haiz he want me to have a haircut but i talk back to him saying its my own hair and I do whatever I like with it. to hell with him la my hair also want to bother -.-" he bo liao nothing better to do la,scold me.Sometimes I wonder if he's even my dad at all..I dun even take after him..haiz can't stand him dun care la lolz.tomorrow I MIGHT swim only.have to finish reading a book by tomorrow..I aim for that.Tomorrow got history test Im gonna study tonight.woot see Im so good lolz.omg wth my dad just asked me to go offline again.haiz he really bo liao laa.I miss my baby so much.Can't wait till tomorrow after school lolz.I hope gina going la.lolz she said she would so..lolz hmm.All the best to me then. lolz Hope I dun go alone coz so extra -.-" Gonna end here for tonight kay?Good nitez to all..and my DARLING BABY ANGEL woot.Love you!Love Xiulin <3

In The Way You Look At Me...

Hey people yet again! Im pretty bored now..very.My baby's probably at the full colour thingy now lolz.Its 7.20 now haiz.Miss him so much.Listening to "Its Raining Men" now lolz.Okies Im gonna go bathe now later will edit this post see ya all later people!Love my baby 4 eva!

Hey again peepale! lolz sigh. Miss my baby so much.Its 9.46 now booring.Today I had a boring day,a really boring day indeed.A BORING DAY COZ MY STUPID FATHER WUN ALLOW ME TO GO OUT DAMMIT.its totally hopeless.I try not to act so pathetic infront of them. -.-"Haiz believe it..Im so lame.On my contact list got afew pri 6 people so Im wishing them good luck for psle.Im really so bo liao now lolz. AND MY STUPID BRO WUN INSTALL GUNBOUND FOR ME.DAMN IT! Worst come to worst I ask my parents force him to install..or even worse..go cybercafe lolz! just below my house -.-" Anyway I will do anything ok.I must get my hands on gb no matter what.lolz I just changed my desktop wallpaper again.Change it everyday lolz..... sigh too bored now.I changed my wallpaper to yet another Claypaper lolz.Chatting to gina now but I know she wun tok to me one la coz she got yao.. *ahem*

Woot its 12:12 am now chatting with my baby.Was freaking sad just now,thinking about my dad and stuff.actually cried a bit la but only a bit. haiz omg my bro coming.... just beside me. lolz okies I have to let my bro use now kay?
See ya peeps..Nitez to all.Nitez.lolz oh my god my dad just behind me now see ya all love xiu.

There Is Something That I See...

Hey people! Long time no blog..or maybe..not? lolz still abit angry from last night la.today had stupid art.cried during that lesson in the art studio coz was thinking about my parents scolding me. Then dels ask me shut up also..felt kinda hurt so dun care then cry lor. Just feel sad la k.angry too.pissed at my parents..later they dragging me out to have dinner at some relative's place DAMMIT.i hate dinner with my parents.I always get scolded for some reason or even no reason dammit.I hate it.I hate them.But im gonna go since at home nth to do coz my baby also not online wad..
Oh cool now I just edited my post sighh.On the phone with my baby now ^^ so happy lolz.He's just too cute!hhmmm Monday..its fine with me..anytime for my baby lolz.yep we just put down coz his sis wanted to use or smth lolz.omg I just turned up the volume and the song by Blue [you make me wanna] just blasted help.my bro ask me why so loud -.-" always against me.Miss you lots now.lolz so fast.dunno how Im gonna survive while u r in perth but nvm ^^I miss youuuu.I think I'll die without you.lolz just now on the phone u said u will die in perth lolz.nah u wun.If you die I will also die k lolz.hhmm yea today..booring.went to watch movie after school today.some ghost show la k. One Missed Call -.-"damn scary but was sleeping halfway lolz lean on gina now my neck pain lolz.dunno la but got one really sick part of the show the girl got her head twisted off. disgusting >.<>Love my Darling Baby Angel 4 eva!Lotsa Love,Xiulin.

~:~:~This Is The Night~:~:~

Woot Hey everyone! not sad or depressed anymore..or pissed. Im happy happy happy! today lotsa good things happened..well only one bad thing happened so far,and its not that bad anyway.Okay...bad news or good news first? ok bad news first. get it over and done with.I failed my chinese test badly....
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AND THEN.The good news >=) lolz evil smile again.Today got dental checkup..hmmm typical. I love going to the dentist.From my point of view,its fun. lolz. then got my math and chinese test back.my chi test fail but my math pass.i just got scolded by my freaking parents. I HATE THEM LA.I PASS MY MATHS FOR THEM THEY NOT HAPPY IZZIT. SO NEXT TIME I BETTER FAIL FOR THEM TO SEE LA.I HATE MY PARENTS CAN. I HATE THEM ALLL!
haiz why.WHY?! crying now la.i hate my parents k.they don't appreciate that i actually PASSED my maths dammit.they got problem one la. Next time I fail any tests dun blame me.Its their fault for dashing my hopes. My hope of actually passing my tests and exams.now its all gone.all gone!
I really need my baby badly now. I miss him.poor boy broke his glasses,so he has to wear contacts tomorrow. haiz,poor me i suffer so much. im gonna have to call dels tonight to talk.I wanna talk to her about my parents dammit.I miss my baby.I miss dels.I miss everyone! freak it all my brother just came home.trouble is here.sigh really poor me.They are all going out for some wedding dinner tomorrow thank God im not going with them.I can't stick them anymore. If i go I'll just get scolded for some stupid reason,or even no damn reason at all.Im just frustrated now sorry k.I love my baby forever and ever.Will never leave ya. Miss you lots.*hugz n kisses*Love Xiulin<3>

I've Been Waiting Forever For This...

Hey baby!
Im feeling damn sad for mia now.dun disturb me.no mood to laugh dammit.
I miss my baby lots.He came online then went off again poor boy. I just had my dinner,carrot cake.lousy dinner. listening to Proud Of Your Boy by Clay Aiken now.Its a nice song really,If you ever have the time in your life to listen to it.coz everybody seems so caught up with everything and they move on with life far too fast.They end up with no time to themselves..no nature..so scenery.No LIFE. they will die eventually on the inside. mentally.There are people in this cruel world with no food and water to live on,not even a place to stay or sleep.No money,no love,eventually they die,one way or the other.Everyone,please cherish what you already have in your life.
I can't take it anymore. Please God help me.Im depressed.for people.for mia. Please bless him.I love my baby so much.Markie where are you..I miss you so much baby.You mean the most to me Im needing you so much now.Im lost.totally lost in my life right now.
what am I to do.I need to get your advice when I next get the chance to communicate with you baby.This problem ain't about me.Its about... nvm.I'll get to you people soon k? I promise. Will do.I miss my baby.I love you lots baby.DARLING BABY ANGEL! I LOVE YOU! Love Xiulin. <3

If You Told Me That Is What Heaven Is Well,You'd Be Right...

omg blogger seriously had smth wrong lor. I blogged yesterday but all that was posted was a blank one. SIGH,so i have to re-type the whole thingy man!
omg Adriel yeo is pestering me now argh lolz.
anyways Hie People!! I miss my baby!! (Darling Baby Angel) lolz. today ah..
had a horrible math test dammit.In the middle of the test suddenly daydream about Mark then after about 20 mins then only went back to work -.-" lolz. its gonna be another one of those tests I'll be failing coz I din study for it.Not that I could even if I tried.I would just start singing and walking around lolz,then will sit down and stone,thinking about Mark lolz.I wonder whats he doing now..I miss him lots.Today din get to say a proper goodbye coz wy was there.. lolz.I hated my day at school today..but the end of school was okay..involving a teacher-friend talk with our DnT teacher,Mrs How Yip. lolz I just know Im gonna get killed by her tomorrow.I haven even bought the DnT book yet -.-"dun care la.whatever she thinks of me being better last term than this and wose last year,argh she doesn't know a thing about my life. really.I din know I was meeting Markie they all today.I really din know.it was kinda last minute so..so me and dels went to tpc to meet the guys,then to KFC to meet gina and mel. then all went to LJS for lunch.lolz it was fun.then writing letters in LJS. so fun.then I had to go home. so I walked out.. out of the building..out..out... then my baby came running after me! yay!lolz I thought he was gonna stay behind with the others..lolz. then could hear gina,mel and dels screaming in LJS "gogogo!" I was like -.-" lolz so funny. thenme and markie talk n talk.then reach till the mrt going through the gates that time,then wy caught up with us lolz. then so sad never said a proper goodbye. lolz but at least got to wave at my baby.he's just too cute.then so sad when the train left..next time I must miss my train for him lolz.always got special train moments one.dunno why infront of his friends shy but when alone not shy. omg my dad just scolded me.so scary can die one lolz.when I was just getting to the interesting part too. argh just my luck dammit I hate him sigh.
omg he's just behind me now help me Im not gonna survive tonight. PHEW he just closed the room door behind him ^^ now have peace again. as I was saying... then I ran all the way home from ang mo kio mrt station. lolz then my mom din scold me anyway. but she cleared my room.. by herself..without my consent.. argh. why must she do this to me?! okok nvm.
now eating pop tarts.some American export thingy la lolz. so cool.English food mm.. lolz jkjk. I miss my baby so much.Hope to see him online sometime again! I love you baby always and forever! MY DARLING BABY ANGEL WOOO HOOOO. lolz!! Im mad. Nitez! Love Xiu.

Lift Me Up,In Your Eyes...

Hey everybody!
sorry din blog last night coz my internet connection got problem lolz.I missed my markie so much!He's not really grounded anymore..still can go online lolz.yips he replied my friendster message! lolz.i miss him.so bored now.my rabbit's running around the house.. my mom's home..sighh.lolz doing some crap. I miss him so much.can't wait too chat with him tonight on msn. he'll be tired..poor boy.
yay now editing this post lolz so its like..what I typed above is all..this afternoon type one lolz.I miss my baby. just now conference..mark,mia,dels,wy,me. lolz wy say dels line like got hurricane LOLZ. veh funny. Im hungry now and I miss my baby so much.so poor thing wy said markie's parents standing beside him so he cannot call lol.poor boy! lolz I love him so much ^^He means the most to me.. and Im hungry.Today's saturday..hhmmm sleeping late. last night i was conferencing with dels and mia.then after put down the phone.i just fell asleep lolz.then woke up at about 6 am the room light was still on.then went to feed rabbit,then off the light and went back to sleep.then till 1pm plus then my mom disturb me. -.- I was still tired lolz coz wake up early morning wad lolz.am happy coz my dad went to malaysia yesterday.yay no scolding from him till sunday night! woo hoo. but not long to go though..argh tomorrow night. im not speaking to my mom either coz while I was being a good girl and followed her to the gold smith's,i get scolded.its like WTH lor!! im damn angry coz she scolded me so I walked out of the shop and went to mos burger for lunch by myself,then after that popular bookshop to read comics lolz.dunno why but I picked out some kiasu comic which was so lame i din even understand it -.-" I miss my baby so much! he actually replied my friendster message lolz.dels just told me to say I love her wth -.-" lolz I miss my baby so much..when will I get to talk to him again..when will I get to see him again..ARGH.
I LOVE U BABY WHEREVER YOU ARE OUT THERE!!...
sry lolz. I just miss him so much ='(
I will love u always baby forever..Tired now..though not really tired coz I miss my baby so much dammit,I will always miss him.to you baby,*hugz and kisses* lotsa love!!! Love Xiulin. I Love U.

Cause Every Kiss Is A Kiss You Can Never Get Back...

I LOVE MY BABY!!!
anyways..poor boy.he was tired even before he had his game tonight lolz.poor boy.lolz I miss him so much.I suddenly can't wait to see him again...in person I mean lolz.can stare at him all day long (in a good way) also can.. lolz.He looks so sweet! my darling baby angel lolz.
omg i dunno wad im writing.thinking of contact lenses now. dunno wad im thinking about..im staring at the keyboard typing...help me someone.I need Markie my baby for inspiration.I wonder where he is...wats he doing now....hellp me someone help me find him..help me God..help me find him..I wanna talk to him I need him to live argh.Im totally blank now.He looks so sweet face to face...he smiles... and then seeing him smile..I smile too..then everyone's smiling..God made everyone to smile...not frown..I love his smile..its so cute,showing his teeth lolz just sooo adorable.my dad just asked me to off the comp wth.
OMG HE CAME ONLINE! MY BABY MARK CAME ONLINE WOOOOT!!!!!
CELEBRATION TIME COMMON!
finally!! so happy I missed my baby so much!okok my dad scolding me already lolz. okie I gotta go nowz baby!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..MY DARLING BABY ANGEL!!! WHEEEE!
HUGS AND KISSES KISSES KISSES KISSES KISSES KISSES KISSES.LOVE U BABY!love,Xiu!

But Im Not Gonna Wait When A Moment Can Vanish So Fast...

Hey everybody! so happy today talked to my baby.Poor thing he missed the train for me^^ so cute. then I was so sad had to go home then he still have to wait for the train again -.-"today I went mad in Macdonalds using my phone to take pics of Markie lolz. so funny I look at him..he smiled..*sighh*
lolz daydreaming..or more of nightdreaming? I MISS HIM!I miss him so much.My lil baby! ^^ just so adorable.
Today he followed me all the way to the mrt station. then only after his train doors closed,then suddenly he pop up beside me there -.-" so scary I thought he went already lolz.
then I actually wanted to say more to him when my train arrived. sighh no time to say "I Love You" but nvm,I'll say it next time. must.then so nice..through the people,I waved goodbye to him and smiled. and the train doors closed..and I was still looking at him..sigh I miss him.then as the train began to run,I looked at him..lolz he so cute stand at the side there..lolz then in the tunnel already I immediately took out my phone look at his pic. [Kelly Clarkson's A Moment Like This]"Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this"
coz I missed him..today he wore a dark blue swimming team shirt,baggyish pants and slippers. so cute!just too cute
lolz....sigh feel so empty again without him online.poor boy still have swimming training lolz.
today really was a moment.. lols okok...
anyways,I went home,threw my bag on my room floor, fed my rabbit,then went to bathe lolz.Then after I finished bathing,I went online..ate my dinner infront of the comp lolz.then till now.....I miss my baby so much. Hopefully he comes online before my dad screams at me to go offline lolz.awww now listening to She Will Be Loved.. nice song,really.
okie will stop here for tonight lolz typed so much.still waiting for my baby to come online tts why lolz. Okayyy,byee everyone,I love Baby Markie! My darling baby angel lolz.Love Xiulin

I Could Take All The Time I Had...

Woo Hoo Babie!! I miss you lots now.lolz chatting on taggies with you...bahaha you so pro got game tomorrow..lolz pro sia.everytime also got game ^^ lolz.The Esplanade concert was great! totally great! felt so happy after it lolz.sigh I lurvee you.. lolz last night sleep so well coz so tired..was kinda worried coz I missed your call remember?bahaha I think you sound asleep already lolz.oh my God my bro's home.gonna get him to fix msn for me now k? will end here ^^ see ya people.Love Ya Baby! Love Xiulin

When The World Wasn't Upside Down...

Hey everybody!!!Its meeeee!! Wasup!! Im happy coz i just got to chat with my baby online!Then added Jes on msn ^^ Miss my Markie...
okay okay..Tomorrow is The Big Day. ESPLANADE PERFORMANCE "BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY" AT 3 PM!wooo hooo! Its finally happening! Biggest performance in my life. I just hope I dun sing wrongly.. hope so. I looked through my scores today. hmm. "scarborough scarborough" lolz.
I miss my baby lots and lots now. It was great talking to Jes.yea..we had a lil gal talk there.. *heh* sighh My baby so sweet!!!!! I miss you!! Will give it my all tomorrow. I will think of my baby while singing! =D so fun! Wish me luck! have ter go offline now.. scared wun be able to wake up at 6 am tomorrow lolz. SEE YA PEOPLE!!I LOVE U BABY FOREVER MY DARLING BABY ANGEL!! WOOO HOOO! God please bless me tomorrow. Love u baby! Love Xiu. :P:P:P

You Never Say Goodbye...

Hey People! I miss my baby darling Markie! Soo cute! lolz.Its another fun day!We Had choir,and we ended early!! woot!and my choir mates dragged me out for lunch and neoprints at Junction 8! Then after that I came home and went online..and I can't remember..but i think awhile after I came online,Markie came online.wooot! Oh Joy! lolz.
Then at night..hm I mean just now..He came online again! so happy.get to see my baby online so many times today.bahahahaha!!! And my dad just scolded me -.-"...sometimes I just wanna strangle him..
nvm..as I was saying..I was thinking about Markie today..and Was kinda daydreaming about colourful flowers...windmills...beautiful beaches..dunno..its called daydreaming! so fun!
It just brings you to a wonderful dreamland with no worries..so carefree..so light..that you feel like reaching up into the sky.. [Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway] "I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.."
kewl!See,songs ARE meaningful after all huh? lolz!okok..I just miss My Markie,but I dun feel empty today coz I chat so much with him today..will be sad tomorrow coz he's going on a camp thingy..going back home on Sunday..
Oh yea that reminds me! SUNDAY IS THE PERFORMANCE AT ESPLANADE!noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
Im scared I'll make mistakes..Im afraid..sigh.Just do my best..
[Clay Aiken's Measure of a Man] "Would he give his life up to be all he can?"
hmmm...another meaningful song! Yay!
okok,This is a long one today,I'd better end here before my Dad screams more. Nth better to do la he... anyways,Gooobye people!! I Love Markie Baby!I Love You!!!!!! Luurvvee,Xiu!!
[Micheal Jackson's You Are Not Alone] "You never said goodbye..." Oh cut it out!!! ;P <3>

You're Not Here With Me...

Honey..I miss you so much..
Its me again..Sigh today was a pretty boring day though I had a fun time in Choir..It was pretty scary though..I had to say a few things on wad to think of when performing.And I gave a silly grin. wad a nice start.sigh.I miss my baby so much.feel so empty..so sad...so...alone...So worried about this Sunday's performance at Esplanade.Hope I dun get pulled out last minute.Its pretty scary.Very.Just have to hope for the best this Sunday..I feel so depressed without him online.Just feel so empty..Hope I get to talk to him soon in some way..God please give me a sign that he's okay..will be waiting for that sign.I Love You Markie Baby.Forever....Love Xiu.

How Could This Be...

I'm so alone.
I miss him.
My Baby. Mark.
Sighh,he's probably at the game against Chinese High now.. its 7.59 now. His game starts at 8.In Clementi..
Good luck to him..May God bless him.
I had a really boring day today..It was really a surprise when I saw him online at 3+ in the afternoon. lolz he was at his aunt's house...Sigh its all dull and boring without him online.Nothing seems right without him...I miss him so much..I even dreamt about him last night -.-"
He just looks so adorable. My Darling Baby Angel..Sighh. Listening to "Everytime" now...Its such a sad song..well kindof.
"Everytime I Try To Fly,I Fall Without My Wings,I feel So Small,I Guess I Need You Baby"
I Do Need You.I Miss You So Much Baby.Will Be Waiting To Hear From You Soon. Love Xiu. <3

I'm Still All Alone...

Hihi people!! I miss my baby!!!so sad coz he..he..got grounded. sigh i feel like dying.thank God he still can sneak online,lolz.finally gonna blog everyday now.sighhh choir concert this sunday..hope can sing for it.Esplanade..."bobby shaftoe's gone to sea,silver buckles on his knee.." lolz.bahahaha so bored now.I miss my baby so much. the poor guy,grounded when he's my darling baby angel!seriously,his mom is mad. kinda,always scold him... poor guy. "gotta let u know you're the one that i treasure.." lolz.all songs.
"I am nothing without you,just a shadow passing through.." argh i really am nothing without you.Though im trying to get to double wooden hammer on Gunbound..sigh. -I MISS YOU- I do!!
Love u lots baby always and forever.............LOVE......................................................Xiulin.

Another day has gone...

MY BABY ROCKS!
lolz.baby if u reading this,u know who u are! I Love You! lolz.yea choir was fun today. and the performance is this Sunday..Im just afraid...what if i dun get chosen to sing for it???
nvm about that now^^ lolz.my English compo...oh no.what if i fail?? what if- argh.if i fail english,there's no other hope for me to survive sec 1.I might as well just die -.-
anyways...my friends went to the movies without me today...with...uhm...some people.lolz.my baby din go..at first he thought he had training.but after that he said he din have training coz he's playing against Chinese High tomorrow...lolz so pro!
sighhh eating soup pasta now..so warm and nice..yummy!okie,shall stop here yea? Love my baby forever!!! Love everyone!! Love myself!! Love...my pets!!! Love..you..Love,Xiu!