ok..well hi everyone! I had a GREAT day today!!!! I woke up at 6 am to breathe in the fresh morning air...cold in the morning but having a warm cup of fruit tea to warm up...so good! and then I wore a smile on my face even when I was in the lift! And then I walked to my dad's car and took it to school! It was so comfy! Then I went to school and in class,......i got scolded by miss neo.LOLZ so funny.
no la..today was total bullsh*t.kinda I think.anyways..I woke up at about 6.15 this morning having a really bad headache..so I told myself..I'll be late today.Coz it was a really bad headache..and Im having one now anyway.nvm as I was saying..so I slept till about 7.03..and got ready and stuff..then left the house at about 7.38am....yea and took my dad's car.was still having the bad headache then so I TRIED to sleep in my dad's car on the way to school...but then.some seatbelt thingy was in the way so I couldn't sleep properly.Then I went to school...and went up the stairs.......and to my classroom.I thought of what miss neo would say..but then she was outside speaking to someone I couldn't remember who.There was another teacher in the classroom giving a 'lecture' on a math test next year.lamer.anyways...and miss neo told me "xiulin,you are very early." and I just gave a tired smile.wth. lolz coz I was still having the damn bad headache..so I went to the back of the classroom......and there was no seat for me..so I just dumped my bag on the floor and went to idayu's seat to sit down lor.lolz dunno why also.dun really care coz today was kinda....uhm..casual.coz people were eating sweets in class infront of miss neo's face -.-" and stuff like that....maria's discman got confiscated lolz? sigh not really a good thing la.I think she got it back anyway.so then,I started talking and stuff..sigh it was kinda boring la.then there was a REALLY BORING TALK by miss tan...our school principal.yeah well...she kept repeating the same topics until it was like some fly buzzing,I couldn't hear what it was saying to me.Yea I really couldn't understand.She showed us a video of some guy called John Coutis..half a bodied man.spoke with a really hard to identify australian accent..and the sound quality of the video was SO BAD.omg.It was almost impossible to hear them talking! and after that she talked about the guy and our new school building.haha.some crap la.
then after that we went back to class to do some crappy surveys. haiz so boring.bahahaha.we do so many surveys...then after that got free time we take pics. last day of school must take mah.then ah.....neoneo came in..and she gave us our report books.I din get coz i need to return library books first.but dun care..not anxious to get my report book.people like mel..she said"if I din get it today,I'll die!" lolz she mad mad one la.uh huh...then after school went home lor..haha my dad fetch me from the bus stop outside school.wth I din want one lor.haha nvm.okok seems like I've posted enough yeah? oh wells.I miss someone.but nevermind.haha.yea..move on with life yea.I got new choir pieces to learn dammit.argh.horrible.one from Japan,the other from Norway.argh help meee....those are pieces for SYF and the Hawaii trip thingy.haha so fun.Can't wait.gotta practice more...haiz.but nvm.hope can go to Hawaii woot! lolz.okies wells.gonna end here.Good night people...good night to you*.Byeeeee! Lotsa Love,Xiulin.
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Tutto sembrera migliore...
Hey there everyone..sorry for the caps post..just that I was kinda pissed coz the thingy wasn't working..haha so yea Im here now.sigh.today was quite a boring day.Though kinda sad..Still feel sad remembering yesterday..the retreat -.-"haiz damn it.anywayyys.today i got back three papers in all..EVERYONE did horribly for history! omg only two people passed damn it! but anyway.math..haiz.never got 40+ for math before..now im feeling happy..as well as sad la coz so near to passing yet so far. then chinese..ayah dun need to say.hopeless man! but Im still quite surprised I got some questions correct.I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.ok im not that pathetic but still..haiz nvm hehe.then me and mel went to gina's hse to watch quill and go swimming. the quill show damn nice..started off as a newborn puppy damn cute.and then grew older guiding a blind midde aged man with an illness. in the end the guy died..then the dog did too.so sad.the dog die so drama -.-" can fall down one wth.anyways..the dog very cute la..so guai.haha and then we went swimming.swim swim swim..tired man! very. then went back to gina's hse to change then i said goodbye to her dog and went home with mel in the bus.though she went off earlier and I walked back to the mrt station by myself..taking the route that I ran after mark that time..and remembering everything.yea.sighh..somehow I still love him.I miss him ok.hopefully can talk to him next time he comes online haha.hopefully. anyways! I had dinner just now..mac and cheese..haha cheddar cheese.taste kinda funny but nvm lolz.then had a coconut -.-" lol always got coconut one.haha and then ah.. now my rabbit is walking over my pinafore..which I let it play with lolz.evil.its scratching it -.-" lame.uh huh! tomorrow going to esplanade with dezi and gina.dunno if mel gg anot.but i dun mind if mel go..just that she should start spending her $ on food lor.she like...act so poor damn it -.-"argh up to now..I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO BUY OMG.after my mom comes back from thailand...Im so gonna drag her out shopping.O need ALOT. earphones,lion king 2 soundtrack,a compilation album,aladdin dvd (getting it only coz they re-released it coz they added Clay's song in it),and some jacqueline wilson books from kinokuniya! woot! see so much to buy.haiz and still got a Clay book and Clay christmas cd to buy soon.Im so damn poor lor hahaz.but nvm.will SOMEHOW get it all.if there's a will,theres a way.ok so lame
okies anyways I shall end here yeah? See ya'll soon! buhs people.baby i love u ^^ -Love,Xiu.
okies anyways I shall end here yeah? See ya'll soon! buhs people.baby i love u ^^ -Love,Xiu.
Is That,Is That,Is That..How You Measure A Man?
HI DAMN FREAKING PEOPLE THIS IS THE THIRD TIME IM TYPING THIS DAMN THING AND ITS NOT WORKING DAMMIT IM DAMN FREAKING PISSED AND I HATE MISS NEO WHO CARES IF SHE READS THIS COZ THIS IS MY FREAKING PRIVACY AND GO AWAY MISS NEO YOU WOULDN'T LIKE US TO READ YOUR JOURNAL ABOUT WHAT YOU DO EVERYDAY RIGHT DAMMIT? YOU GO AWAY RIGHT NOW! I HATE MY LIFE.EVERYTHING IS WRONG OK.EVEN EVERYTHING ABOUT YESTERDAY..CRIED ABOUT SOME DAMN FREAKING THING..ABOUT PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT MY FATHER DAMN IT I HATE THEM AND THEY MADE ME WONDER WHY I DIN HAVE SUCH A NICE DAD AND I WAS FREAKING ANGRY I JUST BROKE DOWN AND CRIED OK IN THE DAMN AVA ROOM I HATE MY LIFE.I SUSPECT MISS WAN HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH THEM SUDDENLY MENTIONING DADS.I DON'T KNOW WHY...BUT SHE'S THE ONLY TEACHER WHO KNOWS THAT I REALLY HATE HATE HATE MY FATHER OK.THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR YOUR ATTENTION ARGH!BULL.GOOD NIGHT.XIULIN.DAMN IT.
Is That,Is That,Is That..How You Measure A Man?
Hey there people..Im typing this for last night.Coz last night when I typed finish,my internet connection cut off..and its a lil screwy..so I couldn't save what I typed..It was about my day yesterday..and well,it definately wasn't a good one.It hurt alot.I cried too much.
So we had to go to this retreat thingy..and a group of Christ believers came to our school,specially trained for young people.so then they were talking talking..then they switched off the lights..and suddenly started talking about fathers.dads.and the guy said "think about the good things he did for you." and he started naming them..assuming again. and I thought "why couldn't I have a nice dad too?" so I just broke down and cried..and I couldn't stop.haiz so sad.then whats more..I dunno...then when I eventually stopped crying..my eyes hurt so much I had to blink alot..and they were kinda red too.and everyone was just asking if I was ok..and I just cried again.it was just so awful.they kept reminding me.I have a feeling ms wan had something to do with them talking about fathers.haiz it was so awful..then that night I went home..and got scolded by my mom (also got anger contorl problem one) and she scold like hell.and then I got so mad...my dad even had to be the damn extra and sided my mom.and they both scolded me. when i din do a heck wrong! WHAT DID I DO.and I went to my room and cried and cried and cried.and I had a little word with God..and I asked him "why did I have such a horrible father..why am I here on Earth?"I mean its like..The world wouldn't be any different with or without me right? I din do anything for the world..except donate for charities of course.other than that..I think its all...sigh.I just cried it all out la k.hiding in my room with music playing..yea sigh.poor me..and my parents? still outside happily gossiping about me wtf.they really no damn feeling one la.I had no problem sleeping last night too coz I simply cried myself to sleep.yea sorta.sighhh okies will end here for yesterday's post kk.see ya guys.
So we had to go to this retreat thingy..and a group of Christ believers came to our school,specially trained for young people.so then they were talking talking..then they switched off the lights..and suddenly started talking about fathers.dads.and the guy said "think about the good things he did for you." and he started naming them..assuming again. and I thought "why couldn't I have a nice dad too?" so I just broke down and cried..and I couldn't stop.haiz so sad.then whats more..I dunno...then when I eventually stopped crying..my eyes hurt so much I had to blink alot..and they were kinda red too.and everyone was just asking if I was ok..and I just cried again.it was just so awful.they kept reminding me.I have a feeling ms wan had something to do with them talking about fathers.haiz it was so awful..then that night I went home..and got scolded by my mom (also got anger contorl problem one) and she scold like hell.and then I got so mad...my dad even had to be the damn extra and sided my mom.and they both scolded me. when i din do a heck wrong! WHAT DID I DO.and I went to my room and cried and cried and cried.and I had a little word with God..and I asked him "why did I have such a horrible father..why am I here on Earth?"I mean its like..The world wouldn't be any different with or without me right? I din do anything for the world..except donate for charities of course.other than that..I think its all...sigh.I just cried it all out la k.hiding in my room with music playing..yea sigh.poor me..and my parents? still outside happily gossiping about me wtf.they really no damn feeling one la.I had no problem sleeping last night too coz I simply cried myself to sleep.yea sorta.sighhh okies will end here for yesterday's post kk.see ya guys.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Would He Give His Life Up To Be All He Can...
Hi people..feeling down today dunno why also.haha...booring.today nothing much happened la.actually wanted to go sentosa but then check the weather forecast it rained so din go lor.freaking tired now and I miss my baby. haha poor guy. anyways...listening to some josh groban song in latin or smth called "Canto Alla Vita" haha..might not be latin though..might be french or something..ARGH WHO CARES!song nice can already haha.sighhhhh tomorrow going school again.I think if I see mag low around in school I will cry man!I will really freakin cry..Im scared of school.School's TOMORROW help me!Im scared.....is there a phobia for school?Coz I think I have it.shall go check it out tmr.whats the name for phobia of school..sighh.Im really sad..Im depressed.I have to go to school tomorrow!HELP MEEE.I DUN WANNA.the worst thing is going to choir..but thank God choir's not until next wednesday.haha my rabbit running around the house now.today went to a pet shop sooo cute! there were guinea pigs,rabbits,and hamsters...and they sold doggie treats.I bought a bone for my rabbit haha.and then the guinea pig there the hair comb until so shuai[dels said that] HAHAHAHA.she mad mad one la.anyways.quite a boring day la.It rained today. :'( haiz so sad.Im scared about tomorrow.I scared they gonna give back exam papers or smth..or will I have to face miss wan/mag low?Omg this is slowly turning into a nightmare..a very serious nightmare.God please help me I dun wanna die yet..haiz.poor me.okok I go offline now kay..too sad liao.Bye people..love you baby.Love,Xiulin
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Would He Stand Before You When Its Down To The Wire...
Omg hi people Im SO TIRED....I got a headache now -.- and yea...feeling down,as usual..now this time not for myself. lol hahaha..-.-"Today was the last exam paper-MATHS..ARGHHHH.nooooooooo..the first part of the paper was a lot more difficult than the second part..I think I even left a few questions blank for the first part.lolz the second part was ok la..but I think I'll fail anyway -.-" doh' so tired...two nights never sleep liao.cannot sleep.haiz so tired..
but I wanna wait till my bro come back home so that I can ask him help me install gb..I need gb... I miss gb I really miss it.HAIZ.i miss my darling la..I really do.but the question is: does he miss me?
that I can't be sure.anyway today was pretty boring.I finally got the blank cds to burn the song into em' the song damn nice.Its an old christmas carol. now resung by Clay Aiken,called "Mary Did You Know"...its about someone telling Mary about her baby boy Jesus Christ..and about Him being the Lamb of God and all that.Its a really beautiful song..especially the blending chorus part.haiz. Im so tired...am I suffering from fatigue?(lack of sleep) haiz so tired..but I can't help it..its not my fault that I can't sleep.I just can't..sorry if this post is a bit crappy..Im just sooo tired...but I still have to clean rabbit's cage..argh.arggghhh nnnoooooo.my headache very pain sigh..poor moi dun u think?sighhhhhh....I miss markie.. =( SIGH.okok where was I..i think i just had a short doze-off hahaha.............................SIGH..omg my headache very pain.I think I'll go offline now bye people..Love ya all..especially you...do u love me? see ya all soon.Love,Xiu.
but I wanna wait till my bro come back home so that I can ask him help me install gb..I need gb... I miss gb I really miss it.HAIZ.i miss my darling la..I really do.but the question is: does he miss me?
that I can't be sure.anyway today was pretty boring.I finally got the blank cds to burn the song into em' the song damn nice.Its an old christmas carol. now resung by Clay Aiken,called "Mary Did You Know"...its about someone telling Mary about her baby boy Jesus Christ..and about Him being the Lamb of God and all that.Its a really beautiful song..especially the blending chorus part.haiz. Im so tired...am I suffering from fatigue?(lack of sleep) haiz so tired..but I can't help it..its not my fault that I can't sleep.I just can't..sorry if this post is a bit crappy..Im just sooo tired...but I still have to clean rabbit's cage..argh.arggghhh nnnoooooo.my headache very pain sigh..poor moi dun u think?sighhhhhh....I miss markie.. =( SIGH.okok where was I..i think i just had a short doze-off hahaha.............................SIGH..omg my headache very pain.I think I'll go offline now bye people..Love ya all..especially you...do u love me? see ya all soon.Love,Xiu.
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Would He Run Through Fire...
Hey people...
sup today? I had quite a boring day..though not exactly boring trying to run from 2 guys -.-" I ran through popular and cd rama! haiz.Then took cover in Macs LOLZ.then in the end felt bad so I went to tpe to look for em.haiz I tell you the whole story k.
I went to tpc by walking of course..with Dezi and Gina. uh huh.We were chewing on gum on the way there la.lolz and then got few ij girls run past playing -.- and then one drop the belt lol and din know. finally she realised..and Dezi picked up her belt and gave it to her..and scolded her -.-" hhahahaaha so lame! Then reach tpc. went to look at red circle.still quite early coz all the shops not open yet -.-" so went to breadtalk to buy some food.Gina bought the milky bread thingy,Dels bought the HOTdog (obviously becoz she was thinking of something..) and I bought the curry naan (kinda tasteless though) LOL so we went eating...and went to macs..I mean the macs in the interchange there.and saw our friends there la.uh..were they friends? i dunno lolz anywayys.MY DAMN FREAKING FATHER JUST SCOLDED ME FOR NO REASON! what the hell dammit I din do anything!haiz eating dinner now.dammit my dad go problem one la dun care abt him.anyways.after my friends ditched me today coz they no patience already,I went to mrt station..before entering the gate of the mrt station thingy where u flash your ez link,I stopped.I thought"if I left now,there would be no turning back,dun regret it later" and I turned back,and took the escalator up to the red circle,and ran all the way to tpe.dunno why.and then I walk walk walk..I was alone.I walked past macdonalds..pass the glass of the place..and saw wy.he was kindof bending over so I only saw him -.-" Then scary man..i din want him to see me so i covered my face with my wallet..unfortunately unsuccessful.They came running after me -.- through hdb hub and all. very scary.LOL.damn funny I was muttering too.. stuff like "Bless Me God,this isn't happening!" LOL so funny.Then went to macs to take cover. lolz.Then felt bad...but then scared -.-" so i no choice ask mel follow moi go tpe.Then pass letter already..then go back to tpc..then mel got scolded by stephanie lolz.funny sia,everyone also started running from steph in the end so yeah. BAHAHAHHAHAAA.steph a bit mad mad one la.lolz.Yea then go to DQ and sit with nicole,sara and lavaa..and read the letters from my baby..and started laughing LOLZ. the other people were chatting so noisily I couldn't concentrate!! argh lolz but managed to read it anyway lolz.So funny.His letter all so cute one.hey people I have to go now coz my dad gonna scold again soon k? BUHS!! I LOVE YOU BABY FOREVER!! my darling baby angel ^^ so cute. Lotsa Love,Xiulin.
sup today? I had quite a boring day..though not exactly boring trying to run from 2 guys -.-" I ran through popular and cd rama! haiz.Then took cover in Macs LOLZ.then in the end felt bad so I went to tpe to look for em.haiz I tell you the whole story k.
I went to tpc by walking of course..with Dezi and Gina. uh huh.We were chewing on gum on the way there la.lolz and then got few ij girls run past playing -.- and then one drop the belt lol and din know. finally she realised..and Dezi picked up her belt and gave it to her..and scolded her -.-" hhahahaaha so lame! Then reach tpc. went to look at red circle.still quite early coz all the shops not open yet -.-" so went to breadtalk to buy some food.Gina bought the milky bread thingy,Dels bought the HOTdog (obviously becoz she was thinking of something..) and I bought the curry naan (kinda tasteless though) LOL so we went eating...and went to macs..I mean the macs in the interchange there.and saw our friends there la.uh..were they friends? i dunno lolz anywayys.MY DAMN FREAKING FATHER JUST SCOLDED ME FOR NO REASON! what the hell dammit I din do anything!haiz eating dinner now.dammit my dad go problem one la dun care abt him.anyways.after my friends ditched me today coz they no patience already,I went to mrt station..before entering the gate of the mrt station thingy where u flash your ez link,I stopped.I thought"if I left now,there would be no turning back,dun regret it later" and I turned back,and took the escalator up to the red circle,and ran all the way to tpe.dunno why.and then I walk walk walk..I was alone.I walked past macdonalds..pass the glass of the place..and saw wy.he was kindof bending over so I only saw him -.-" Then scary man..i din want him to see me so i covered my face with my wallet..unfortunately unsuccessful.They came running after me -.- through hdb hub and all. very scary.LOL.damn funny I was muttering too.. stuff like "Bless Me God,this isn't happening!" LOL so funny.Then went to macs to take cover. lolz.Then felt bad...but then scared -.-" so i no choice ask mel follow moi go tpe.Then pass letter already..then go back to tpc..then mel got scolded by stephanie lolz.funny sia,everyone also started running from steph in the end so yeah. BAHAHAHHAHAAA.steph a bit mad mad one la.lolz.Yea then go to DQ and sit with nicole,sara and lavaa..and read the letters from my baby..and started laughing LOLZ. the other people were chatting so noisily I couldn't concentrate!! argh lolz but managed to read it anyway lolz.So funny.His letter all so cute one.hey people I have to go now coz my dad gonna scold again soon k? BUHS!! I LOVE YOU BABY FOREVER!! my darling baby angel ^^ so cute. Lotsa Love,Xiulin.
Monday, October 11, 2004
Would He Walk On Water...
Hey there peeps.My dad just scolded me..and my mom just lectured me..how nice.Talking to dels,gina,and mia now on msn.sighh I miss them lots.haiz having lit exam tomorrow..we get let off early so me,dels n gina going tp study for upcoming exams.oh God my dad is watching me now.help.he's coming for me now.right this minute
HELP....I have my lit book right infront of me.turned to "Phone Call" page.I highlighted it abit towards the bottom..so retarded.haiz...Can't wait till tomorrow so I can study with my friends.I finally got the DnT textbook 2..finally.Gina is being super irritating by laughing for no damn reason.SIGHH..haiz Im reading the lit story now. well my day today was quite okay..just that wasn't very nice.My bro din want to install gb.thats a bad thing.he said after my exams then install.I hope.Then I went to NTUC and Popular with my mom..got food..and a black pen,and the DnT textbook,and a storybook.Its pretty cool today..my rabbit really enjoyed the "coolness" LOLZ.I dunno.. then came online in the evening..and then finally,Markie came online.missed him so much.talked about wednesday and stuff like that.hhmm typical.Hmmm..I miss my rabbit.I guess I'll go play with it later..lolz and clean its cage and stuff like that.I'll have to read the four stories and program them into my head later.sigh.Okay I'll end here k? Today's post is a bit short sorry bout it.Buhs people take care.Miss my baby lots... Forever will be my Darling Baby Angel ^^ Bye peeps Love,Xiu.
HELP....I have my lit book right infront of me.turned to "Phone Call" page.I highlighted it abit towards the bottom..so retarded.haiz...Can't wait till tomorrow so I can study with my friends.I finally got the DnT textbook 2..finally.Gina is being super irritating by laughing for no damn reason.SIGHH..haiz Im reading the lit story now. well my day today was quite okay..just that wasn't very nice.My bro din want to install gb.thats a bad thing.he said after my exams then install.I hope.Then I went to NTUC and Popular with my mom..got food..and a black pen,and the DnT textbook,and a storybook.Its pretty cool today..my rabbit really enjoyed the "coolness" LOLZ.I dunno.. then came online in the evening..and then finally,Markie came online.missed him so much.talked about wednesday and stuff like that.hhmm typical.Hmmm..I miss my rabbit.I guess I'll go play with it later..lolz and clean its cage and stuff like that.I'll have to read the four stories and program them into my head later.sigh.Okay I'll end here k? Today's post is a bit short sorry bout it.Buhs people take care.Miss my baby lots... Forever will be my Darling Baby Angel ^^ Bye peeps Love,Xiu.
Sunday, October 10, 2004
If I Could Just See You Tonight.
I Feel So Alone.
Am I really all alone?Why am I here?What is my reason to live?Coz let me tell you something.I really don't know what to do right now.My life is a total wreck..Im..Lost.
Hi people its me again..and I feel so alone..I dunno.well,there's mia talking to me on msn..but I just don't know..I feel so alone.I mean..Nobody's talking at all..My parents are obviously.but still..There's nothing to reply.They don't communicate properly.So I have been living my whole life with them like that.Yea I have gotten used to it already.So it doesn't matter.But its like..NOBODY'S TALKING!I don't know..Alot has been happening in my life recently.Mostly bad stuff.I don't remember any good stuff happening recently.Not at all.Read the few earlier posts..sigh I feel all alone right now.Oh God I just got a splitting headache! omg omg omg.darn headache.I din do much today.My life would have been more interesting if my mom actually let me out of the house to meet gina at tpc.but that din happen anyway.I had a feeling that my mom wanted me to stay home to rot.I have this empty feeling now...Its as if everyone around me..arn't real.As if they're programmed.I just don't know.Im lost! I really am.I don't know how tomorrow will be.It definately won't be good.At night,I won't be able to sleep.I lie in the dark thinking about my baby..or what bad stuff will happen the next day.Too much has been happening ok.What about my damn Math teacher lecturing me,and telling my choir teacher smth about me that I don't know...sighh I just don't know.I miss Mark so much...I miss him.I can hardly wait until I see him again on Wednesday.How am I going to survive till then?! Tell me man!! I mean..everynight,I think about what would happen the next day..It wouldn't be a pleasant one anyway.Okay I'd better end here.I don't want to go on typing all this crap.My life is a total wreck.Take care everyone.Wherever you are now baby,I love you.Always will.Love,Xiu.
Am I really all alone?Why am I here?What is my reason to live?Coz let me tell you something.I really don't know what to do right now.My life is a total wreck..Im..Lost.
Hi people its me again..and I feel so alone..I dunno.well,there's mia talking to me on msn..but I just don't know..I feel so alone.I mean..Nobody's talking at all..My parents are obviously.but still..There's nothing to reply.They don't communicate properly.So I have been living my whole life with them like that.Yea I have gotten used to it already.So it doesn't matter.But its like..NOBODY'S TALKING!I don't know..Alot has been happening in my life recently.Mostly bad stuff.I don't remember any good stuff happening recently.Not at all.Read the few earlier posts..sigh I feel all alone right now.Oh God I just got a splitting headache! omg omg omg.darn headache.I din do much today.My life would have been more interesting if my mom actually let me out of the house to meet gina at tpc.but that din happen anyway.I had a feeling that my mom wanted me to stay home to rot.I have this empty feeling now...Its as if everyone around me..arn't real.As if they're programmed.I just don't know.Im lost! I really am.I don't know how tomorrow will be.It definately won't be good.At night,I won't be able to sleep.I lie in the dark thinking about my baby..or what bad stuff will happen the next day.Too much has been happening ok.What about my damn Math teacher lecturing me,and telling my choir teacher smth about me that I don't know...sighh I just don't know.I miss Mark so much...I miss him.I can hardly wait until I see him again on Wednesday.How am I going to survive till then?! Tell me man!! I mean..everynight,I think about what would happen the next day..It wouldn't be a pleasant one anyway.Okay I'd better end here.I don't want to go on typing all this crap.My life is a total wreck.Take care everyone.Wherever you are now baby,I love you.Always will.Love,Xiu.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
Cause You Know I'd Walk A Thousand Miles..
Hi everyone..still kinda pissed about yesterday.Im just so angry...so dun mind if Im snappy online.I still feel pissed.I miss my baby so much...you have no idea man!haiz Im feeling so annoyed now online.especially when Gina keeps on saying "lame" and laughing for no reason haiz. just like mel la.thats one of the reasons Im so irritated..Im sorry I just am.Im irritated with school...thats why I went late today.so I could miss the first period.ITS FINALLY THE WEEKEND...and Im thankful to God that it is.I can't stick school any longer this week man.Im so irritated..my mom's talking to me haiz. cool...im eating grapes now..haiz sorry if today's bloggie post is abit short or smth..or issit?dunno...coz i haven't finished yet ^^
okok..today in school,we had this science walk thingy..and NICOLE..DAMN U...SHE wanted to go to mag low's block..and guess what? WE SAW MAG LOW THERE dammit.and she looked at me la..haiz i even cried a bit coz i was so scared.dammit la....then walk walk walk..then went near the chapel..and saw mag low again.im so freaking angry lor.then after recess then wrote my baby the black letter..the deco was all black to match my bad mood.i was so pissed..and then..math lesson came.it was the last two periods of the day and i should've been happy but still..i couldn't face it that well.haiz Im just so angry with Miss wan k.I hate her I hate her I hate her!!! I WILL ALWAYS HATE HER ARGH.well..something along those lines -.-"sigh the letter I wrote today abit ugly yea..coz no mood to decorate..but tried to anyway.I miss my baby so much..I miss him.Wonder whats he doing now? sighh yesterday when I was punished..for dunno wat. sighh I just thought of smth "I've been waiting forever but I dunno wat Im waiting for"...coz ms wan made me wait outside for dunno how long.and I dunno why she did that anyway..I din do anything wrong did I? I dun understand..sometimes this world can't be any worse..ok it can.My dad is scolding me right this minute dammit.sighhhh I hate this I hate this..Im listening to Vindicated right now..okok I'll listen to A Thousand Miles ok?!hhmmm I have this bad feeling that Ms wan said smth to my parents about me...how come they can suddenly ask the question "where got scold you too much?" omg its damn scary can..u have no idea.haiz I miss my baby so much...Its pretty dead online right now.. uh huh and my mom just scolded me...and she was the one who suggested the damn freaking 2 hours..and now she said I cannot use at all next week.WHAT THE ****. i dun care I'll be online..but maybe from wed onwards wun be online till exams over...coz wed I got phone to survive.. :D and partly the reason is coz my baby will get back his phone after his exams so....hhmmm thats a pretty good thing though :D Can't wait!haiz im angry with my parents now sighhhhh...hope they dun demand another good night from me later..I simply do NOT wish to say goodnight to them.that time they scold me...then they expect a goodnight from me..I mean what the hell..you scold someone..then u want a goodnight from them? its totally senseless I tell you.Ms wan just doesn't understand me at all ok.all her assumptions were WRONG...okk will stop here for tonight kay? I miss my baby lots....Will post again tomorrow..see ya all.well gonna suffer tmr anyways.Love my baby always and forever Darling Baby Angel! Love,Xiu! Oh yea..adding a little bit here..I had a science test just yesterday..and I got a B3 for it! woo hoo! 34and a 1/2 upon 55....wasn't so bad was it?..WAS IT?
okok..today in school,we had this science walk thingy..and NICOLE..DAMN U...SHE wanted to go to mag low's block..and guess what? WE SAW MAG LOW THERE dammit.and she looked at me la..haiz i even cried a bit coz i was so scared.dammit la....then walk walk walk..then went near the chapel..and saw mag low again.im so freaking angry lor.then after recess then wrote my baby the black letter..the deco was all black to match my bad mood.i was so pissed..and then..math lesson came.it was the last two periods of the day and i should've been happy but still..i couldn't face it that well.haiz Im just so angry with Miss wan k.I hate her I hate her I hate her!!! I WILL ALWAYS HATE HER ARGH.well..something along those lines -.-"sigh the letter I wrote today abit ugly yea..coz no mood to decorate..but tried to anyway.I miss my baby so much..I miss him.Wonder whats he doing now? sighh yesterday when I was punished..for dunno wat. sighh I just thought of smth "I've been waiting forever but I dunno wat Im waiting for"...coz ms wan made me wait outside for dunno how long.and I dunno why she did that anyway..I din do anything wrong did I? I dun understand..sometimes this world can't be any worse..ok it can.My dad is scolding me right this minute dammit.sighhhh I hate this I hate this..Im listening to Vindicated right now..okok I'll listen to A Thousand Miles ok?!hhmmm I have this bad feeling that Ms wan said smth to my parents about me...how come they can suddenly ask the question "where got scold you too much?" omg its damn scary can..u have no idea.haiz I miss my baby so much...Its pretty dead online right now.. uh huh and my mom just scolded me...and she was the one who suggested the damn freaking 2 hours..and now she said I cannot use at all next week.WHAT THE ****. i dun care I'll be online..but maybe from wed onwards wun be online till exams over...coz wed I got phone to survive.. :D and partly the reason is coz my baby will get back his phone after his exams so....hhmmm thats a pretty good thing though :D Can't wait!haiz im angry with my parents now sighhhhh...hope they dun demand another good night from me later..I simply do NOT wish to say goodnight to them.that time they scold me...then they expect a goodnight from me..I mean what the hell..you scold someone..then u want a goodnight from them? its totally senseless I tell you.Ms wan just doesn't understand me at all ok.all her assumptions were WRONG...okk will stop here for tonight kay? I miss my baby lots....Will post again tomorrow..see ya all.well gonna suffer tmr anyways.Love my baby always and forever Darling Baby Angel! Love,Xiu! Oh yea..adding a little bit here..I had a science test just yesterday..and I got a B3 for it! woo hoo! 34and a 1/2 upon 55....wasn't so bad was it?..WAS IT?
Friday, October 08, 2004
Do You Think Time Would Pass Me By...
I REALLY AM DAMN FREAKIN PISSED DAMMIT!
I AM SO FREAKIN PISSED WITH MISS WAN.so freakin pissed!! to think she actually had a damn conversation about me with Mag Low..my CHOIR teacher! and damn ms wan lectured me..and talked about my grades..and my father.and she asked me if I wanted to see the school counsellor.dun mind if its spelled wrongly..BUT WTF!its so irritating.. Im afraid that Mag Low will kick me out of choir.but anyway after that..maybe I might not be living anymore..okay as in..I might just get killed by either Mag Low or Ms Wan right?so whats the freakin point? maybe Im just getting pissed over nothing.they're nothing.im nothing too.whatever.I hate this freakin day la ok.it totally sucked.
okok watever dun wanna tok about those losers anymore.it will just make me depressed again wtf-.-
anywayyyyss.on msn with dezi now lolz..
HAIZ SO BORED...I miss my baby so much.last night got an sms from him I was so happy -.- It was such a sweet sms! lolz poor him.poor baby!I miss him so much!! My Darling Baby Angel...sighh *sniff* I really miss him so much.
hhmm dels wants me to go out with her tmr go meet mia,watch White Chicks again..but then tmr..haiz oh shit maths the last lesson. i bo $ to go out tmr la.dun think I even have the $ to eat in school tmr haiz poor me. =(
freak my mom just scolded me dammit -.- in chinese dunno wat she toking abt also -.-
NOW MY FREAKING DAD SCOLDING ME LA. haiz why is my life so bad?! Why can't they just leave me ALONE! what the hell is wrong with them la.
sighhhh mel got serious problem k
she really got too serious problem.THERE'S A PROBLEM WITH EVERYONE! except some of course ^^ I miss my baby lots.Love him forever
and ever...and always..and...uhm.forever.LOLZ I LOVE YOU MY DARLING BABY ANGEL!
Lotsa hugs,kisses,and love. -Xiulin-
I AM SO FREAKIN PISSED WITH MISS WAN.so freakin pissed!! to think she actually had a damn conversation about me with Mag Low..my CHOIR teacher! and damn ms wan lectured me..and talked about my grades..and my father.and she asked me if I wanted to see the school counsellor.dun mind if its spelled wrongly..BUT WTF!its so irritating.. Im afraid that Mag Low will kick me out of choir.but anyway after that..maybe I might not be living anymore..okay as in..I might just get killed by either Mag Low or Ms Wan right?so whats the freakin point? maybe Im just getting pissed over nothing.they're nothing.im nothing too.whatever.I hate this freakin day la ok.it totally sucked.
okok watever dun wanna tok about those losers anymore.it will just make me depressed again wtf-.-
anywayyyyss.on msn with dezi now lolz..
HAIZ SO BORED...I miss my baby so much.last night got an sms from him I was so happy -.- It was such a sweet sms! lolz poor him.poor baby!I miss him so much!! My Darling Baby Angel...sighh *sniff* I really miss him so much.
hhmm dels wants me to go out with her tmr go meet mia,watch White Chicks again..but then tmr..haiz oh shit maths the last lesson. i bo $ to go out tmr la.dun think I even have the $ to eat in school tmr haiz poor me. =(
freak my mom just scolded me dammit -.- in chinese dunno wat she toking abt also -.-
NOW MY FREAKING DAD SCOLDING ME LA. haiz why is my life so bad?! Why can't they just leave me ALONE! what the hell is wrong with them la.
sighhhh mel got serious problem k
she really got too serious problem.THERE'S A PROBLEM WITH EVERYONE! except some of course ^^ I miss my baby lots.Love him forever
and ever...and always..and...uhm.forever.LOLZ I LOVE YOU MY DARLING BABY ANGEL!
Lotsa hugs,kisses,and love. -Xiulin-
Thursday, October 07, 2004
If I Could Fall Into The Sky...
Hie people..Today siao siao one la.Everything is siao siao one...nicole got scolded by jo teo wth. then mel scream in tpec and got a long angry stare from a woman working there -.-"
Coz mel angry with us mah.(wat for again?) then she angry.then we sit in the middle of tpc there.infront of an air con shop -.- but no air one la lolz.Then we went to Mos burger and bought food.then when we came back Dels dunno why so angry for what -.- even got her bag away from our table.MY DAD SCREAMING AT ME NOW LA..FREAK. anyways dun care la.He got serious problem one la I can't stand him anymore k.I HATE HIM. anyway...Then we offer dels they all fries but she said dun want -.- so we din ka jiao them anymore lor.Then we started singing "A Thousand Miles"... Sara...sing VERY out of tune man!!! lolz we were all laughing like mad.Then I ask mel,dels,mia and wy they all look but they dun want.instead they give me dao face -.-" wad did i do man? haiz dun get it la.then went to tp mrt station to go home..then suddenly wy pop up out of nowhere and I was like..speechless la lolz.I thought he stayed with mia they all wad.So went home in mrt la but he far away la k. hhhmmm first time wy no dao face la. then went home lor...went home on hp and smsed wy ask him why he din stay with them at Mos. dunno wat he replied la..I forgot already.but then he said he not going out with us anymore...then I ask him why.Then i can't remember wat he said.But then I ended up saying "we thought u studying so we din say anything"..coz in Mos he was very quiet.I think he felt left out or something. haiz so sorry wy.
anyway! now listening to A thousand miles. such a nice song..like the movie dammit.The White Chicks rox!! OH YA damn maths teacher.my math teacher Ms Wan like not happy liddat today she stare at me then I asked her "wat?" then she was like "I should be asking you wat" then I said "I dunno" and I walked out of the room.wth right I really have to freakin idea wat she toking about lor! she still ask me wat,as if she expects something from me liddat.I din even do anything to her lor.wtf la I can't stand her la.I can't stand people like that.Like my father lor -.-" these kind of people ah..can scold for no freakin reason..accuse me of doing something I've not done...and expecting me to know something but I really have to freakin idea wat they talking about.Its so irritating haiz.
I miss my babie so much.hope I get to see him online soon..He's having geog exam tomorrow
=( poor guy.haiz I miss him so muchhhh.I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I MISS HIM!arghhhh!
really can die without him.haiz I miss him...soo much.Good luck baby for your exams ^^
Just had dinner..rice with melon soup,and corn.I love corn..lolz.Boring same old dinner haiz.Nothing tastes right anymore..not without my babie.I miss him loads.oh yea few days ago bought another Maksim CD..woo hoo.Got afew songs in the CD..ROCKS! lolz Im mad la.My fav song at the moment is A Thousand Miles.
Phrases from The White Chicks:
"Hey common you want a piece of me?!"
"Its not just a bag,Its Prada."
"Oh!What a beautiful chocolate man!"
"Lets go shopping!"
"Dont you 'Hey Baby' me!"
Lolz all so funny..I miss the show man.
I miss the show so much =( I've watched it twice already. and I LOVE THE SHOW!..I wanna watch it again..soon.hopefully go with dels.or alone also can.as long as I watch it again.Will definately buy the DVD/VCD when its officially released :D its a must.
Okies people will end here for the day kays? Will post again tomorrow! See ya all soon.I miss my baby lots..=( my Darling Baby Angel! I LOVE YOU! forever more ^^ Lotsa Love,Xiulin
Coz mel angry with us mah.(wat for again?) then she angry.then we sit in the middle of tpc there.infront of an air con shop -.- but no air one la lolz.Then we went to Mos burger and bought food.then when we came back Dels dunno why so angry for what -.- even got her bag away from our table.MY DAD SCREAMING AT ME NOW LA..FREAK. anyways dun care la.He got serious problem one la I can't stand him anymore k.I HATE HIM. anyway...Then we offer dels they all fries but she said dun want -.- so we din ka jiao them anymore lor.Then we started singing "A Thousand Miles"... Sara...sing VERY out of tune man!!! lolz we were all laughing like mad.Then I ask mel,dels,mia and wy they all look but they dun want.instead they give me dao face -.-" wad did i do man? haiz dun get it la.then went to tp mrt station to go home..then suddenly wy pop up out of nowhere and I was like..speechless la lolz.I thought he stayed with mia they all wad.So went home in mrt la but he far away la k. hhhmmm first time wy no dao face la. then went home lor...went home on hp and smsed wy ask him why he din stay with them at Mos. dunno wat he replied la..I forgot already.but then he said he not going out with us anymore...then I ask him why.Then i can't remember wat he said.But then I ended up saying "we thought u studying so we din say anything"..coz in Mos he was very quiet.I think he felt left out or something. haiz so sorry wy.
anyway! now listening to A thousand miles. such a nice song..like the movie dammit.The White Chicks rox!! OH YA damn maths teacher.my math teacher Ms Wan like not happy liddat today she stare at me then I asked her "wat?" then she was like "I should be asking you wat" then I said "I dunno" and I walked out of the room.wth right I really have to freakin idea wat she toking about lor! she still ask me wat,as if she expects something from me liddat.I din even do anything to her lor.wtf la I can't stand her la.I can't stand people like that.Like my father lor -.-" these kind of people ah..can scold for no freakin reason..accuse me of doing something I've not done...and expecting me to know something but I really have to freakin idea wat they talking about.Its so irritating haiz.
I miss my babie so much.hope I get to see him online soon..He's having geog exam tomorrow
=( poor guy.haiz I miss him so muchhhh.I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I MISS HIM!arghhhh!
really can die without him.haiz I miss him...soo much.Good luck baby for your exams ^^
Just had dinner..rice with melon soup,and corn.I love corn..lolz.Boring same old dinner haiz.Nothing tastes right anymore..not without my babie.I miss him loads.oh yea few days ago bought another Maksim CD..woo hoo.Got afew songs in the CD..ROCKS! lolz Im mad la.My fav song at the moment is A Thousand Miles.
Phrases from The White Chicks:
"Hey common you want a piece of me?!"
"Its not just a bag,Its Prada."
"Oh!What a beautiful chocolate man!"
"Lets go shopping!"
"Dont you 'Hey Baby' me!"
Lolz all so funny..I miss the show man.
I miss the show so much =( I've watched it twice already. and I LOVE THE SHOW!..I wanna watch it again..soon.hopefully go with dels.or alone also can.as long as I watch it again.Will definately buy the DVD/VCD when its officially released :D its a must.
Okies people will end here for the day kays? Will post again tomorrow! See ya all soon.I miss my baby lots..=( my Darling Baby Angel! I LOVE YOU! forever more ^^ Lotsa Love,Xiulin
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
What Would It Take To Make You See That I'm Alive?
HAIZ so tired.Just came back from the movies with dezi.The movie was sooo sweet!! I wanna watch it again! lolz.even if it means by myself..nevermind I will watch it again! I miss the show already =( LOLZ the show damn funny. dunno why wy suddenly turn up there lolz.saw him when dels and I were buying tickets.din really talk to him la.But he was like alone and I felt bad.lolz but then I went into the movies and watch and sang along and laugh wth -.- lolz..then after the movie in tpc I was laughing and smiling..there were some people who thought I was crazy so..but nvm the movie was damn sweet..the ending was so touching ^^ lolz. sigh so bored.mia just came online and tok to me LOL. talking to gina now too..I MISS MY BABIE SO MUCH =(okies have to go bathe now -.- I be back later kays? miss my baby!!
Back again! its 10.05 pm now.I miss my baby so much dammit. haiz just received sms from wy.Im so damn tired now lor...can't describe..hhmm okok shall change style of talkin. hmm
So tomorrow I ain't knowing wats gonna happen after school..after all,wats there to do anyway? So tomorrow will be another boring day man..U have no damn idea. The whole day is just a big mess.Hopefully it'll be a good day tomorrow..hopefully.No one's ever said life's easy anyway.sighh I miss him so much. So everyday Im writing letters for my dear baby in class during lesson.It takes alot but I don't care man,I just miss him too much..you can't blame me! I even have trouble sleeping dammit.I miss you baby..wherever you are and whatever you are doin right now.I just miss you lots...and I miss the movie White Chicks.I wanna watch it again man! Its so cool!Oh yea..and I had a really lousy dinner too.instant noodles yet again.This sux.Im all depressed now and stuff.Its just so difficult without my baby.I wonder why the stupid school has to delay the damn exams anyway.If not,I would be ending the exams much earlier man!!!! Its so unfair.I can't stand it anymoreeee.I just got another sms from wy...sighh Im bored.dammit my mom just came out from the toilet
OH MAH GAWD SHE JUST READ THIS DAMN POST DAMMIT.thank god I switched windows.help she's a' comin again.oh phew she just went into the room and shut the door behind her.I miss my baby so very much :'( sighhh. Okies people I'll end here,dun get mad at me okay?Im so freakin tired.I miss my Darling Baby Angel..I love you lots baby! See ya guys! bubbyes!
Back again! its 10.05 pm now.I miss my baby so much dammit. haiz just received sms from wy.Im so damn tired now lor...can't describe..hhmm okok shall change style of talkin. hmm
So tomorrow I ain't knowing wats gonna happen after school..after all,wats there to do anyway? So tomorrow will be another boring day man..U have no damn idea. The whole day is just a big mess.Hopefully it'll be a good day tomorrow..hopefully.No one's ever said life's easy anyway.sighh I miss him so much. So everyday Im writing letters for my dear baby in class during lesson.It takes alot but I don't care man,I just miss him too much..you can't blame me! I even have trouble sleeping dammit.I miss you baby..wherever you are and whatever you are doin right now.I just miss you lots...and I miss the movie White Chicks.I wanna watch it again man! Its so cool!Oh yea..and I had a really lousy dinner too.instant noodles yet again.This sux.Im all depressed now and stuff.Its just so difficult without my baby.I wonder why the stupid school has to delay the damn exams anyway.If not,I would be ending the exams much earlier man!!!! Its so unfair.I can't stand it anymoreeee.I just got another sms from wy...sighh Im bored.dammit my mom just came out from the toilet
OH MAH GAWD SHE JUST READ THIS DAMN POST DAMMIT.thank god I switched windows.help she's a' comin again.oh phew she just went into the room and shut the door behind her.I miss my baby so very much :'( sighhh. Okies people I'll end here,dun get mad at me okay?Im so freakin tired.I miss my Darling Baby Angel..I love you lots baby! See ya guys! bubbyes!
Monday, October 04, 2004
Still In Your Dreams,Why Can't I Bring You Into My Life...
Hie again people...
I MISS MY BABIE!
hi again people...thats all I have to say for now k.I just miss him LOTS. bubbyes people!
I MISS MY BABIE!
hi again people...thats all I have to say for now k.I just miss him LOTS. bubbyes people!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Are You Really Alone...
Hey everybody!!!
Today had chinese oral.now its only 4.05 pm..today the chinese oral..haiz I talk alot of crap lolz!haiz Im attracted to a song now. hhmm.."a thousand miles" by vanessa carlton. a really cool song.a high and low song..haiz.Got to know about it after watching The White Chicks.wish to watch that show again.so nice! the ending was damn funny lolz.haiz Im so poor.I just realized I need alot of stuff now.I need a book,and 3 cds -.-" my mom's gonna die. lolz or more of her cash cards gonna die? hmm dunno. lolz the book-the white chicks. HAIZ. and I need 3 cds -.-" gonna drag my mom out to buy tmr. 3 cds-celtic quest,maksim,the white chicks soundtrack. the show damn nice I need to watch it again.dels say go with me to watch but then i said 15 then go watch lolz.its a really beautiful and funny show. my fav lolz!I miss my baby lots.this morning when I was in class,waiting for my chinese oral thingy,I went online using the school comp ^^ and saw my baby online! I typed some stuff then went offline lolz.I miss him.
today after oral,went to meet mia again with dels,mel,and gina.met yao also.and then after that go library...mia and dels hold hand and ..
then outside the library...gina and yao hug.
WOO HOOO.so cool! lolz this is so fun.
hhhmm quite bored now.I miss my darling haiz.I can't wait for the 15th of October to come..wanna see him again sigh. omg I just asked my mom to buy the three cds,and she said see first.but she happy now wad.so should be a yes lolz.and I told her it costs about $60 in all..and I still need a book,then she said woah kay LOLZ. I gtg bathe now,I continue later. kks see ya peeps!
BACK AGAIN people!! lolz sorry coz after I went to bathe,my parents dragged me out for dinner.so far haiz -.-" anyways damn happy coz my mom agreed to buy me the 3 cds tomorrow! im gonna drag her to 3 places tomorrow lolz.novena for the celtic quest cd,sembawang cd center for the soundtrack,and cd rama for the maksim cd! WOO HOO she is so gonna die tomorrow lolz.Oh yea..and I need the book too..of The White Chicks movie lolz.I love the movie,its so nice..I needa watch it again dammit! I dunno why I felt like running,right after I watched the movie -.- lolz inspirational movie woot! I miss my baby.Hope to see him again soon. LOLZ got another sms from him lolz.Gina revealed my damn secret on my taggie -.-" DUN LOOK..or at least dun say anything lolz.lolz but I still love u gina dun worry lolz.and thanks,for revealing it..so I dun have to reveal the secret myself -.-"lolz evil. omg he just replied my sms.He guessed my secret again haiz. I can't believe Im saying all this.lolz it was supposed to be a secret,but it seems like everyone knows now -.-" LOLZ.Gina and I did each other a favour. lolz very serious favours indeed -.- if it wasn't for me,she wouldn't be so happy going on about her hug with yao..yep you guessed it,I forced her to hug him LOL.
ok.now everyone chill for the next moment.
I LOVE MY DARLING BABY ANGEL!!! FOREVER!!...he agreed.he agreed! HE AGREED WOO HOOOO! everything suddenly rocks in this world now! Thank You Lord...thanks baby!
okok where was I before this..LOLZ.Im lost now.TOO many things have happened today! FAR TOO MANY THIS DAY ROCKS! I luv it! lolz.first,gina hugged yao.Then dels and mia kissed on the cheeks. Then my friend got a new hp.Then he agreed.AND HE JUST REPLIED MY SMS. yay? definately a yay.I miss him so much! he came online!! yay.I just yawned.haiz. OH WELLS.post another time people! I LOVE MY DARLING BABY ANGEL FOREVER! Love Xiu!
Today had chinese oral.now its only 4.05 pm..today the chinese oral..haiz I talk alot of crap lolz!haiz Im attracted to a song now. hhmm.."a thousand miles" by vanessa carlton. a really cool song.a high and low song..haiz.Got to know about it after watching The White Chicks.wish to watch that show again.so nice! the ending was damn funny lolz.haiz Im so poor.I just realized I need alot of stuff now.I need a book,and 3 cds -.-" my mom's gonna die. lolz or more of her cash cards gonna die? hmm dunno. lolz the book-the white chicks. HAIZ. and I need 3 cds -.-" gonna drag my mom out to buy tmr. 3 cds-celtic quest,maksim,the white chicks soundtrack. the show damn nice I need to watch it again.dels say go with me to watch but then i said 15 then go watch lolz.its a really beautiful and funny show. my fav lolz!I miss my baby lots.this morning when I was in class,waiting for my chinese oral thingy,I went online using the school comp ^^ and saw my baby online! I typed some stuff then went offline lolz.I miss him.
today after oral,went to meet mia again with dels,mel,and gina.met yao also.and then after that go library...mia and dels hold hand and ..
then outside the library...gina and yao hug.
WOO HOOO.so cool! lolz this is so fun.
hhhmm quite bored now.I miss my darling haiz.I can't wait for the 15th of October to come..wanna see him again sigh. omg I just asked my mom to buy the three cds,and she said see first.but she happy now wad.so should be a yes lolz.and I told her it costs about $60 in all..and I still need a book,then she said woah kay LOLZ. I gtg bathe now,I continue later. kks see ya peeps!
BACK AGAIN people!! lolz sorry coz after I went to bathe,my parents dragged me out for dinner.so far haiz -.-" anyways damn happy coz my mom agreed to buy me the 3 cds tomorrow! im gonna drag her to 3 places tomorrow lolz.novena for the celtic quest cd,sembawang cd center for the soundtrack,and cd rama for the maksim cd! WOO HOO she is so gonna die tomorrow lolz.Oh yea..and I need the book too..of The White Chicks movie lolz.I love the movie,its so nice..I needa watch it again dammit! I dunno why I felt like running,right after I watched the movie -.- lolz inspirational movie woot! I miss my baby.Hope to see him again soon. LOLZ got another sms from him lolz.Gina revealed my damn secret on my taggie -.-" DUN LOOK..or at least dun say anything lolz.lolz but I still love u gina dun worry lolz.and thanks,for revealing it..so I dun have to reveal the secret myself -.-"lolz evil. omg he just replied my sms.He guessed my secret again haiz. I can't believe Im saying all this.lolz it was supposed to be a secret,but it seems like everyone knows now -.-" LOLZ.Gina and I did each other a favour. lolz very serious favours indeed -.- if it wasn't for me,she wouldn't be so happy going on about her hug with yao..yep you guessed it,I forced her to hug him LOL.
ok.now everyone chill for the next moment.
I LOVE MY DARLING BABY ANGEL!!! FOREVER!!...he agreed.he agreed! HE AGREED WOO HOOOO! everything suddenly rocks in this world now! Thank You Lord...thanks baby!
okok where was I before this..LOLZ.Im lost now.TOO many things have happened today! FAR TOO MANY THIS DAY ROCKS! I luv it! lolz.first,gina hugged yao.Then dels and mia kissed on the cheeks. Then my friend got a new hp.Then he agreed.AND HE JUST REPLIED MY SMS. yay? definately a yay.I miss him so much! he came online!! yay.I just yawned.haiz. OH WELLS.post another time people! I LOVE MY DARLING BABY ANGEL FOREVER! Love Xiu!
Friday, October 01, 2004
I Wish I Could Be A Fly On Your Wall...
Heya people! yet again.wth my dad sitting behind me now haiz dunno wat he wanna see la ok
lolz ok he's gone..at last.dunno wat he was hoping to see la but he's weird.Im feeling so cold now argh coz Im sitting like..beside the open window bla bla bla.and my fingers are freezing.lolz today released early from school coz got English exam woot.Then went to novena square,eating lollipop on the way there LOLZ. then we go novena square dels wanted to buy a cd,so i brought her to this cd shop..and I heard a really beautiful song they were playing.And I asked the woman at the counter which cd it was.She pointed to a cd on the table and started nattering on about some flutist playing the songs,more of an irish side.lolz.I WANT THE DAMN CD argh lolz so nice.might just drag my mom there during the weekend to get it,or maybe just save up and buy it without telling her -.-" maybe it should be that way,but dun wanna waste my $ so shall make her buy it lolz.evil I know >=) lolz. Then after that take mrt go meet my baby and his friends.well,wy and mia. lolz oh no my dad coming dammit.so cold tonight.. oh yea.then went to ljs with them..then dunno wat happened la.then keep trying to look at markie lolz.very nice to look at..I agree with my friends.look at his face will laugh lolz.his face so cute of course it brings joy to others LOLZ.then after that was playing in HDB HUB lolz very funny.then gina siao ask me walk first,then she ask markie to walk with me -.-" lolz missed him so much! I still miss him now.and im damn hungry now dunno why dammit.I still can remember his hair SO CUTE! lolz its called NATURAL spike ^^veh funny la lolz.then went home in mrt din get a chance to say goodbye to my baby then later on the mrt felt so guilty dammit haiz.anyways he was online just now and talked to him la ok lolz oh damn my dad shouting at me now haiz why always liddat its not as if I commited a crime or smth la he siao one got problem sigh I wish he wasn't my dad -.-" Im irritated with him and I can't stand him la ok.He needs to get a life.
anywaysss....where was I? dunno la lolz lost already all THANKS TO MY DAD haiz wth right. nvm its pretty late now.yay my baby agreed to take neoprints again.must take nicer ones this time.I wanna see his sweet face which brings joy to people around LOLZ. just too cute.Okies will end here for tonight k.see you all...miss my baby lots..my Darling Baby Angel! Love,Xiulin!<3
lolz ok he's gone..at last.dunno wat he was hoping to see la but he's weird.Im feeling so cold now argh coz Im sitting like..beside the open window bla bla bla.and my fingers are freezing.lolz today released early from school coz got English exam woot.Then went to novena square,eating lollipop on the way there LOLZ. then we go novena square dels wanted to buy a cd,so i brought her to this cd shop..and I heard a really beautiful song they were playing.And I asked the woman at the counter which cd it was.She pointed to a cd on the table and started nattering on about some flutist playing the songs,more of an irish side.lolz.I WANT THE DAMN CD argh lolz so nice.might just drag my mom there during the weekend to get it,or maybe just save up and buy it without telling her -.-" maybe it should be that way,but dun wanna waste my $ so shall make her buy it lolz.evil I know >=) lolz. Then after that take mrt go meet my baby and his friends.well,wy and mia. lolz oh no my dad coming dammit.so cold tonight.. oh yea.then went to ljs with them..then dunno wat happened la.then keep trying to look at markie lolz.very nice to look at..I agree with my friends.look at his face will laugh lolz.his face so cute of course it brings joy to others LOLZ.then after that was playing in HDB HUB lolz very funny.then gina siao ask me walk first,then she ask markie to walk with me -.-" lolz missed him so much! I still miss him now.and im damn hungry now dunno why dammit.I still can remember his hair SO CUTE! lolz its called NATURAL spike ^^veh funny la lolz.then went home in mrt din get a chance to say goodbye to my baby then later on the mrt felt so guilty dammit haiz.anyways he was online just now and talked to him la ok lolz oh damn my dad shouting at me now haiz why always liddat its not as if I commited a crime or smth la he siao one got problem sigh I wish he wasn't my dad -.-" Im irritated with him and I can't stand him la ok.He needs to get a life.
anywaysss....where was I? dunno la lolz lost already all THANKS TO MY DAD haiz wth right. nvm its pretty late now.yay my baby agreed to take neoprints again.must take nicer ones this time.I wanna see his sweet face which brings joy to people around LOLZ. just too cute.Okies will end here for tonight k.see you all...miss my baby lots..my Darling Baby Angel! Love,Xiulin!<3
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