She Heard Voices Outside Start To Sing.

Hey again peeps.
Ive been kinda busy the last few days,so wasn't able to blog yeah....sorry lolz. anyways..update on the last few days... here goes!
I got Merry Christmas With Love.Listened to it and went mad.
I got Learning To Sing,Hearing The Music In Your Life.A Really sad book that can make your heart break into a million pieces.Its his really saddening life story till now,and how he got bullied as a kid,and was considered a nerd in school,until he began singing.Poor Clay.And he really was poor when he was a young boy.His mother was the strong one that kept the family in order.She hid their financial problems and kept the family happy.Clay always stuck with his mother,and was afraid of the thought of being seperated from her,just for afew minutes ^^ so cute!He had a really lonely childhood,but he grew up to be a presentable man.This book is really inspirational,and it's worth every cent out of the $39.95 that I paid for it.If you guys wanna find out more about his interesting life,go get the book! Its really worth it.To find out how much he went through to become the man he is today.Go on,you know you wanna!! ^^
Yeah so...Just yesterday I started reading the book a second time round,and,armed with a pencil and a dictionary,I looked up all the difficult words in the book and wrote them down.LOL I mean common man! He's like..13 years older than me,and there's definately alot to learn from him!Probably more good stuff than the bad to learn...but still,Accept him for who he is.He's just..there.And everyone has to accept each other for who they are.God made everyone for a reason.And if you don't understand this whole chunk of information I've typed,lemme explain.
Nobody likes to be picked on or be left out.So if insulting other people amuses you,you're just a hopeless soul without a use for itself.Why don't you go out there and make a difference instead of craving for attention like a pathetic little brat?Go out there and give to other people,and it will be given to you.You never know unless you try.So before you come and crave for attention like a pathetic brat again,go out there and give.Be nice and people will be nice to you.Everyone does things for a reason.And if everyone in the world accepts each other for who they are,There'd be no chaos at all.Try to think about what I've typed.Just think about it.It would be useful if you actually listened to it.There are many people out there who need help.everyone around you needs help in one way or another.How about those starving children?How about the elderly,with no one to care for them?How about the poor,out in the streets with no home,left to fend for themselves?If everyone lent a helping hand to those people out there,it would be a great help,and one day,they will give back to you.Think about it.And try it too.It would help. Thank you for actually reading all this...well just thanks to all out there.Thanks.Love,Xiulin. ^^ <3

And Just As A Tear Made Its Way To The Floor...

Heyy again peeps.
Long time never update so sorry yeah -.-" cos busy..I guess.hahaha.Anywayz...Happy..cos friday...got the Christmas CD by Clay Aiken @ CD Rama Orchard MRT. I was in the cybercafe playing Gunbound..when I got a call from them saying that the CD has arrived..By that time...I was over the moon yeahs. BAHAHAHAHAA.So happy...I wanted to go to Borders to check out the book Learning To Sing by Clay Aiken but then it was getting late,and scared my dad scold me so I went home.HA! On the MRT,I popped the Christmas CD into my discman and practically started melting the minute I heard it.Its so..Christmassy. lolz!So..I went home and all yeah.
my two fav songs are merry christmas with love and mary did you know.both are beautiful songs.merry christmas with love is about a girl,carol.its kinda sad.then it has a happy ending where she sings along.then mary did you know is a song about mary and her son jesus.about jesus being god and all the good things happening like the dead coming back to life and the blind seeing and stuff.both of them are equally beautiful songs.I love em both :)oh yeah did i mention? poor baby is sick.Clay has a cold and well..vocal cord damage:( I was like heartbroken! sigh poor baby.anyways i dunno why.but the song merry christmas with love reminds me of Clay.such a sweet boy really.ARGH POOR BABY! he looks soo sick! poor baby :'( Hope he gets well soon :( take care baby I love you! :( all the Claymates love you ok Clay? takkare! Love,Xiu.

Dreamt A Hundred Thousand Dreams Before,Now I Finally Realize...

Hey everyone...today had a really...uhm..fun day?wokay only la.haha.coz today had choir in the morning....then Miss Tham said she wants to finish Sok Herren by friday.lolz.then Mag Low gave out the forms for paying money -.-"wahhhh alot of money lehs...by this THURSDAY DAMMIT.haiz.$680 -.-"sooo muchhhh.haiz can't wait to go hawaii yay. oh yea..my mom wants me to go aus in dec..OF ALL PLACES AND TIMES. arghhhhh and of all cities,it has to be perth.wth??????????? ok nvm.i dun wanna go anyway..coz of some reasons..and I can't anyway coz i got choir practices in dec.yay.hahahaa.sighhhh then todayyy..after choir went to clare's house. hahaha.her little brother is autistic so cute! its so sweet la.lolz.then eat wan ton mee -.- omg then cannot eat in peace her mom tok tok tok...tok till it becomes like a buzz from the radio speakers arggghhhh.dunno wad tok about studies all those crap.can't stand it.luckily we managed to have some quiet time to read.....hahaa..then escape from the house liao then we take bus go amk library. went there to read and eat...and then i saw st nicks friends haha.vanessa,erica and pauline -.-" can't believe it.it was kinda horrible haha.and anyways,then i went home,listening to "Dreams" by Diana Degarmo.then when i reached home...i switched on the comp,as usual.then go online..lotsa people were online lahz.let my rabbit out to run around.haha.
ok fu*k.fu*k it all.ha.ok nvm no one will understand me.bye people goodnight...to you too. love,Xiulin