Saturday, October 29, 2005

Do you really have to go?

Nooo!
It might be the happiest day,but also the most..uhm. dreadful.
My Science teacher is going to TRANSFER!Luckily my form teacher ain't.She got some high class job in the school.Some head of something sec 2 2006.Oh why why why does miss teow have to leave?!(though she's not miss teow anymore,but she still likes it that way)But,it would definately be better if she transfers.Nobody can survive waking up everyday at 5am.Not for long anyway.So,its goodbye miss teow! =( we'll miss you.
So,we're on our own again.I'll probably be a loner next year.Hope I can go to 3/5.Results of posting of classes will be released on 11 nov.Can't wait,but dread it too.I needa start studying more man.I'll work on math and chinese next year.The worst!I gotta do it anyway.Dang it.Busy busy busy.I need to buy my new textbooks.I bet they're gonna cost a bomb (a really large one that will blow up the entire planet) I'm poor enough already!What with saving up for the trip to China and eating and stuff like that?Argh.Still,textbooks are a must.a.s.a.p. baby!
I've a sudden 'craving' for computer games.You know...role playing,cartoony computer games.I wish they would hurry up and create Monkey Island 5.name it Zombie Guybrush or something.The curse of the Zombie Guybrush?LOL.
I should go into that kinda thing,I'm made for it!
Sigh,time really goes by too fast huh.The whole of this year,all sorts of things happened.Bad stuff,good stuff,got scolded lots.It didn't turn out so bad after all.I'd be really happy to live through this whole year the way it was again.I regret now,but whats the point,I can't fight fate.
Oh man. I gotta follow mom to NTUC now.Sorry people bubbyes! Luv,Xiulin.

Friday, October 28, 2005

Je suis triste.

It's in French.Translate it yourself.
Yes,I am.
Tomorrow is the last day,THE LAST DAY!
I wanna take pictures with all my teachers.lol.I hope they'll allow me to.Dad allowed me to bring the family's digi cam to school tomorrow,but I'll have to be careful.Don't worry man.When it comes to belongings,I'm a very careful person =P I asked Lu lao shi if we could bring cameras tomorrow.She said she didn't know,but she'll be bringing one too.LOL.Melanie hasn't told me if Mrs Tan said that we could bring cameras.I hope so,because in my camera,my memories will be.You know.Everything from scoldings to glory.Bahahaha.I'll keep them secret though.You know how sensitive teachers are about taking pictures,unless in the yearbook.I bought em' gifts (woopee!) and I just hope they'll take just a picture or two with me? come on,memories!pictures that I'll pick up 10 years later and say "hey! this was my form teacher in 2005!"LOL.yep.I'm planning to do that =X anyways comp got prob,needa restart.I shall end my post here then!
Bye everybody!Wish me luck for tomorrow. Luvv! -Xiu =)

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

The Limping Angel.

Hey people,gotta make this a quick one.
I'm very very tired.
Tomorrow is the netball carnival!*sigh* I hate it.
I'm not involved in cheerleading (ick) or netball (ahh!) so I'm involved in the march past.Our theme was originally 'Gypsy' then turned to 'Old School'. Finally we decided on 'A little bit of everything' so we could wear whatever we wanted.How come I get the feeling that we're gonna get scolded because of our meaningless theme?Oh well.After the carnival I still have to make my way back all the way from Kallang back to school for choir till late.My life.Gosh,do I need sleep.I still need to worry about buying gifts and writing letters.Ahh.I'm dying.I'm gonna meet my 'buddy' tomorrow.Help!What should I say?Oh well.Not that I can say much anyway.I've made people happy,now I've got to say goodbye.Why is life always like that?!
I'll never see them again...sigh.
Goodnight people. love. -Xiulin =((

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

A human soul for a faceless world.

It's been a long long long time.AH!
A lot has happened over the weeks.It's all happening too quickly.Days zipping past as if nothing at all.Wish I could rewind the whole year.Maybe last year too?We need time machines,seriously,so that we can go back into the past to correct our wrongs that we've done in the past.You know,like-Ah.Nah.I'll only write it out in my personal diary.It cut me deep,and they were wrong.
Anyway..You know.After seeing some results for the EOYs,I feel kinda sad.
I see lotsa mistakes.Mistakes I shoulda seen when I checked them over,but no.
Only after they were marked did I see those mistakes.I guess life's like that.Yeah,and I'm starting to hate Lit.Don't ask me why,ask my Lit teacher -.-"
I'm gonna miss lessons with my teachers.If I did well in that subject,you know straight-away that they made very good teachers.I'm that kind of person who doesn't really score in anything.I read a lot,thats probably the reason why I can pass Eng.Don't talk about all the others.Ick.The only other paper that I'm quite happy about is Science.Hah!I made an effort to pass that one.Really!
Waking up one hour earlier before the usual time to study is not really my thing,but I did it for the sake of...well.Sort of a promise?
Well,I managed to keep that promise,and I'm proud of that.
I can't keep many promises though.I'm worried about a certain promise that I made to my form teacher.The only thing that can save me from breaking that promise now is my mid year results.I think 10% or so is taken from there.Sigh.
I'm finally having choir again,this Wednesday.I've been assigned to buddy another girl.Darn.It's gonna be difficult when I can't read music!Whats more,competition standards are very high,but I'm willing to give teaching a try.Maybe there's something about the joy of teaching that only teachers know.Hah,I must find out!I feel like going out for some cakes/ice cream stuff.Anyone willing to come with me,maybe go out and enjoy for afew hours,just tell me.I'm currently having a really cheesy cheesecake,the marble kind that my mom bought few days ago from Secret Recipes.It's not bad..Just that its starting to get a little too cheesy.BUT!I must not waste food.Lolz!
People halfway round the world (and closer) are starving with no food and no clean water..Here I am complaining of too much cheese >.<"
Aw man,I'm sure gonna miss this year.Y'know,if I had a time machine,I'd definately woulda done better than I did this time,knowing how difficult the Science paper would be.28 people failed!Imagine that.The number of people in my class is like...38.So I'm one of the 10 lucky people who DID pass.I sure feel good about that.Oh wells,gotta end here,goodnight everybody! Love! -Xiu =)

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Incantation

Hey guys!
It's been almost a month since I last blogged.Sorry.Been....busy.
Went to watch Quidam!!!!1st October.I had to say,the show was FANTASTIC!
Especially the German Wheel act =p..... Ahem.
Anyway,the show was totally great.Yeah,enjoyed it.Was sad when I couldn't get the soundtrack.Maybe I'll wait for awhile.When I get my own credit card and get to buy stuff over the net,HAHAHAHAHA!
Anyway.I'm gonna be careful bout that.Only buy from trusted sites.Yeah yeah yeah.Listening to Incantation now.Part of it was played during the German Wheel act.(Thanks Edward for getting the file for me!I've been trying to look for it for a looonnnggg time.)Anyway,today during self-study,I did my Geography revision,then thought of this song,and wondered what 'Incantation' meant.I asked the teacher who was there for self study.Er,afternoon study,I mean.Anyway he told me something like 'a ritual for magic and witchcraft' or something like that.It made a lot of sense,actually,because this song sounds quite...mysterious and it sounds like people are dancing.Ha!Ask me if you want the file.I loved loved loved Quidam.It was so artistic.Found out that Quidam has been performed for the last nine years or something like that.Cool,aint it.I kinda envy the circus.They get to travel around the world and tour,but still work at the same time.It's quite hard work if you have to do 10 performances per week.But,its really kinda cool.Hah!I'm inspired again.Okay I shall stop talking about it.lolz!
Anyway for the past few weeks been really...bored.Been trying to lose weight,not that I need to but..Yeah you know.Don't like getting fat.Just had PE on Monday,worked out like crazy,and then finding out that it was the last PE lesson for this year.NOOOOOO!!!That means we'll all get fat because I know most of my class doesn't bother to go work out 20 mins,3 times a week.Sigh.They thought I was crazy when I ran 15 times around 3 basketball courts.-.-"Whats so crazy about that?I'm healthy,thats why.LOL.Nowadays,I've been eating good wholesome food.Well,I haven't eaten lots of vegetables today,so maybe I'll have some lettuce with some fruit later?I'm having chicken porridge now.Was whining about my dad turning the fan (blowing from my left side)on.It went something like this. I said,"Nooo!Don't turn on the fan!Wait my hair fly into the porridge!" He said,"Ni de tou fa zhe me 'wet' ,zhe miang' fly into your porridge?!" Then I just,"How you know it won't fly?"True enough,it IS flying into my face.Right this minute!LOL.Oh!I just went into the kitchen to inspect some chocolate cake from Coffee Bean.I stared at the slice of cake for awhile,and said to my brother,"Kor,you will have only half!" lol.Poor me.See lah,I'm so pitiful.One thin slice of cake also have to share.BUT!I must not eat too much junk food.One potato chip could be fatal.I could end up eating it all!
Must...hold...back...
Okay,I've typed quite a lot today man.Look at how much I typed!Okay not a lot but yeah.I'm gonna end off here.Good bye,everybodeh! <3 Xiulin