Saturday, April 23, 2005

Love Is Such A Beautiful Thing.

Eeeeeeee!!!!!!
So cuteee!
I've fallen in love with Clay all over again,I tell you. Again. LOL!
I was just watching an old American Idol clip,looking for the right lyrics to make my title.So well,I just got a line he sang.So cute,I tell you.Snarky.Heh!
Oh wells.I can't believe it.I'm in deep sh*t!Noooooooooooo!!!I like Anthony Fedorov?! No! Pls! NOOOO! I can't help it.I really don't wanna like him.Oh God.
I'm sinking deeper -.-" I'm gonna drown.Help.But really,its just some force thang.I dun wanna like him!Sick!He has a gf already btw.But common! It's a crush and I can't help it! I can't believe its on him though. Like,yuck,but also..ew.Lolz.Help me. Argh.This looks like one of those crushes which will stay for a long time.Help!But well,I still love Clay more.People around me are starting to ask why I love a man I've never met. Stupid question.Because Clay remained Clay all the while.He didn't change,and he's Holy.Answer good enough?No? Okay here's it.HE'S CUTE AND HE CAN SING.
Ok. Pls. Stop asking! -.-" I've been his fan for 2 years now.I'll always be :)
Today we had art after school.I thought I was doomed for sure.But well,I managed to hand in one sheet of work (supposed to be 4 sheets) and she said I'd get like.. 5/40??? I don't think I care that much.She's always hated me anyway.From what I heard,she hates everyone.Well at least the one thing I can be sure about is that everyone hates HER.Argh -.-" bias her.Damn it.
I shall not waste time talking about people like her. Today after art,I called dad to ask if he could pick me up,and if I could go swimming.I'd planned to go swimming by myself at TP swimming complex.But well,he said I couldn't go,and didn't give me a reason why -.-" So well I thought that was The End,I couldn't go swimming today.But well,when I went home,I asked my sis if she's free tmr morning.She didn't give me a definate answer.A while later,she came into the room and said "lets go swimming." Then I was like "when? now?" then she said yeah so we went to get changed and stuff then headed to the Bishan swimming complex! Woo hoo!Feels good after swimming.Heh. Brings back memories too.Argh! Should I remember? I'll never forget anyway. Love,Xiu! <3

Friday, April 22, 2005

To Love Somebody The Way I Love You.

Hey ppl!
I didn't have enough time for my last post so I just typed a bit of a song.heh.
Sigh.Its boring tonight.I miss choir already!The happiest time of the day is when I sing in the morning for school singers.Some hymn thingy.Heh.Anyways I plan to go swimming tomorrow.I don't think I'll be able to,though.There's art after school tomorrow,to make up for today's missed lessons.Argh.I hate the art in my school.My idea of art is to draw or paint anything that comes to mind,not to be forced to do something you don't wanna.Like,ew.Thats so un-creative.Oh well,I haven't done the art homework.I have no idea.I was absent during those few lessons cos I was really sick.When I came back,I asked if there was hw but well,nobody told me.I asked again but nobody heard me cos art lesson today was kinda noisy.So,nobody heard.Poor me.I still don't know where to start!Argh.I'm gonna get punished for sure!Oh well.So much for bothering to ask whats for hw.Sigh.Eng hw about the Japan thingy.I wanted to ask Mrs Tan if the earthquake really happened but didn't get a chance to.Oh well.I'm quite interested though.Its just because Shintaro's from Japan.LOL.So I need to find stuff.I looked in some books on Japan,but I couldn't find Kasukabe.Ha.Oh well,need to check back in the PBMF booklet (Pacific Basin Music Festival).I should go find a translation for Shintaro's name!You know,like the Jap words kind of thing.Its kewl.Decorate a book or smth with those words.Now thats creative.Lolz! (crap). I'm really bored now.Mellie beanie is praying.Jason just talked to me.I'm reallllyyy bored.I miss Hawaii.And You.Sigh.Love,nitez,stars.-X

Thursday, April 21, 2005

You're Haunting Me,I Guess I Need You,Baby.

Baby,you don't know what its like.
Oh no,you don't know what its like,
To love somebody,
To love somebody,
The way I love you. Always and Forever.

Monday, April 18, 2005

Everytime I See You In My Dreams,I See Your Face...

Sigh.Lolz.
Feeling better today though nose is still a lil' runny.Still coughing a little too!Argh.This sucks -.-" Anyways.Today went out with my family.My bro didn't come.Or did he?Waaiit a minute.Oh yeah he did.LOL.We went to IKEA,the Swedish furniture thingy.Went to get a bookshelf and a bed.Bed for me.*sniff sniff* see im so poor no bed to sleep on..lolz.kidding.My current one is takin up space on the floor so I'm gettin a new one.Rabbit spent the whole day at home running about.Boring.Anyway had lunch at IKEA,costs 40 bucks (ohmygod!) and well it was different.At least we had roast beef and meatballs and stuff.Spaghetti and chicken wings.And some cakes.Ha!Was quite a nice lunch.After looking at all the furniture we went home(obviously...) and well,we didn't go straight home.We went to the police post thingy to file a report on the car accident my dad's car was involved in 2 weeks ago.Well something like that.So we went to file file file.File finish already then we went home.Heh.Watched White Chicks...Well,first disc of White Chicks,then did some Math with my sis for hour and a half.Then went to have a bath...then came online!My parents went out fer dina!So I was home alone,online looking for Joe Dirt pictures.I think I prefer David Spade with the Joe Dirt look.Lolz.Looks more..blur.I dunno.I just have weird taste.But I seriously like the Joe Dirt look.Maybe I'll pop down to the video store sometime to. uh. buy it?Hope they have it cos they might not.I mean,I've never heard of the film 'Joe Dirt' until I saw it on the tellie in Hawaii.So quite unlikely..Unless I actually have the time to pop down to the more English video stores.The chance of getting it there is higher...Oh wells.I like that show.Sighh.Shall stop here for the long long day.Good night everybodeh! Luv,Xiu--

Friday, April 15, 2005

*Cough cough,sneeze*

SICK.
I'm sick.lolz.I miss alot of people.Sigh.Miss talking to them and all that cos I haven't been able to come online for quite some time.About 5 days I guess.More than 5 days.But well my dad's out,my sis is playing piano,and I'm bored.So well,I came online!Its so nice to see people's faces in the pics on my comp. Heh.Argh,I gotta go offline soon.Why why tell me why? I gotta print out more pics though.Need to save em' in a diskette (did i spell it wrongly?) and bring them to the photo centre.I printed the jon and shintaro pic,it didn't turn out too bad.Turned out quite well,actually.The quality was goood.Lolz.I printed 3 copies,then I snipped one out to put in my wallet.Heh. lolz.Need to print out afew others.Like-.Sigh.lolz.Old photos la.Well not really old anyway.Was just last year or so.I think.I miss jon and shintaro.Argh!I wanna turn back time.before I went to hawaii.lolz.I really miss them.Sigh!shintaro is cute >.<
Anyways today was boring.we drew potato hearts during Science lesson.So lame one.Made me hungry.lolz.I was thinking of mash potato -.-" Mrs tan didn't come to school today,couldn't give my MC and $ for chocomania.Cough still quite bad,though fever gone down.Hey cool im talking to jon on msn now!Anyways.Why does he always have to come online as I'm about to go off -.-"
Lolz. weird guy,comes online before going to school.Anyways he just went offline.lolllll.Zigh.I feel like watching Constantine.Again.Argh!That reminds me.I haven't met up with adriel yeo to get KFH back.Do'h!Oh wells gonna sleep soon.Medicine taking effect.Lolz.Miss yer all,goodnight!!! =) Luv,Xiu

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Some People Wait A Lifetime For A Moment Like This.

ARGHHHHHH!NO!PEOPLE DO NOT WAIT FOR MOMENTS LIKE THESE!
Noooooooooooooooooooo!I'm ruined.I love 2.4! *Cries* I can't run 2.4...Condition not good enough damnit.Sigh!Darn it.5 items all straight As.Then I have to run my 2.4 another time.Sighhhh.I think I'm kinda sick.I'm sweating for no reason.And I still have a funny kind of throat.Heh.My sis says I still have a fever.Darn it!I love 2.4....Poor me!Anyways.I thank God there's no choir tomorrow because my throat is still kinda funny.Hahaha. Sh*t!I just found out that 2.4 is next week's sat.YIPPEEE!I should be well by then.Alive and well babbeh!okok I gotta stop now.I can't stand my post being so short!Argh!Okok anyways good night everybody!She freakin blocked me! lalalala!LOL.-Xiu.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

I'm Still Missing You

Yeah.I had a better day today.Not very good though.stupid! #%*&(*&*!@ !# $&^*&(!@^&*! damn you.
I feel better already.I must follow the Stephen Chow movie and scold the sea.Lolz.
Sigh. fine la. I only just started blogging then my sis ask me go offline. SIGH.Sigh.Home ec is getting boring already. so is science. science not so boring but then home ec is terrible.I'm more of right brain than left. haha.I went to print out their pics just now.Happy. one copy is in my wallet,one is. prob somewhere else i dunno lolz. then the last one lorna wants. she has to pay me $1.40 for it. argh.I'm bored now. tomorrow got SYF. must aim for gold.Hope get gold la. not very easy this time. lolz. wokay la missing you. er. all. lolz. bubbyes luv xiulin.

Monday, April 04, 2005

She Freakin' Blocked Me!

Ha!No,its just a song.Heh.Its sunny and bright outside!
No,I'm lying.
It's all dark and gloomy outside,and its raining heavily.
But screw those!I'm happy being online!So happy...lalalala!LOL!
But I'm kinda sad too because another fish in my dad's tank died today.And he didn't flush the toilet after dumping it there -.-"I had to flush it. Argh poor fish.
My sis wanted to steam the tiny fish.LOL. poor...
I'm popping grapes into my mouth as I type this.Listening to "She Blocked Me"
Lol!Yippee I'm being sent a group picture with Shintaro in it!This is so darn cool.And well,its all bright and sunny again,but still a little damp with all the rain.Sad.I haven't bought a new watch yet.I'm dying!This metal one sis too heavy!And it hurts my wrist.I need another watch.Sigh.Oh my gah.I so love that pic he(not Shintaro) sent me.LOL!Shintaro looks kinda weird but still good.In a way.aww man I'm hopping over stars now.LOL.Then I just fell and died.lol!Nope I'm kidding.Jon just went offline.And before going offline,he said he has seen 2 pics of me so far.And I was like 2?! (I only sent him one) The only person who could have sent him the pic is either nicxy or nat.ARGHHH! She's gonna die. But it depends la.Depends on weather I look okay in the pic anot.LOL! Hokay.I'm bored now.Everybody online has suddenly died.My sis is in the room playing piano,my mom's muttering something in Chinese.Sigh.My dad's sleeping.It's boring damnit!I shall go watch teevee nows. bubbyes people!Luvsss! -Xiuu.