Wednesday,Jan 3rd 2007

To the person who tagged my board as "anon" who asked "what are you wishing for?" ,I'll give you an answer.
I wish for fairness and acceptance,and peace (and love) amongst people.

Sometimes the world can be cruel.My sister once said that "people are ugly".Ugly,not in the looks sense,if you know what I mean.We were watching "War of the Worlds",and there was this scene where that Tom Cruise guy was driving his car through a crowd of people,and people started smashing the glass,even "tearing" it open with their own bare hands.

Fairness,because my form teacher obviously hates me already,but she has since Sec 2 anyway.She was being unfair to the class while checking uniforms.The whole class made an effort to pull up their socks and belts,and they looked quite decent,maybe except for the fact that some of them had skirts too short.However,my form teacher wanted more.In the end she ended up booking everyone,even me,for something that she thought looked indecent.Either she's overly obsessed or she likes her students to look nerdy.The three fingers (used to measure the looseness of the belt from the body) she used were put wrongly.As a result,even some of the most goodie-two-shoes got booked.It's unbelievable.I'd better not say anything more about her,though.
Acceptance,because I think I've had a pretty bad "first" day at school.I felt like I didn't belong,you know?No,I don't want to sound like those whiny (sp?) kids who always complain about being "alone" and "lost".I just want to say that I really did feel alone.It seemed like everyone else had someone to talk and stick to.Even Zulaikha had Olivia.Don't know why,but I felt pretty left out.I want to be accepted for who I am.I always have to act so happy in whatever I do,unless I really do laugh at a joke or something funny.All the people whom I usually hung out with last year are in different classes from me.They're grouped together,but I'm alone.
It's possible that I feel a little sensitive now because I've just finished watching "School Ties" again.It's about a boy who gets ostracized for being Jewish.He didn't choose to be Jewish,and it was very painful watching him being treated differently just because of his religion,because of what he believed in.
Peace.Peace.I don't know what I can type about peace.What I can't type is what matters.I'm afraid I'm not ready for this portion yet.Do people just say they want world peace for the sake of saying it?So that people will think that they have a big heart?Obviously,there are people who don't want world peace.Look at people like Hitler and all those baddies we've heard so much about.Only recently,one was hanged.They are selfish.Maybe in the future I'll find better words to describe them.

I know some people may be offended having read some of the stuff that I've typed today,but please don't confront me about it.I've had enough already.