Saturday,May 26th 2007

It's gonna be a boring day.

Today's Parents-Teacher Dialogue Day.Choir practice was cancelled because of it.I wish Mrs Low hadn't cancelled it.I'd much rather go to school than stay home and spend my day like this.
I just had breakfast.
"Cheese and crackers,Gromit!"

Parents are out of the country,so they couldn't attend the dialogue.I don't know if that's a good or bad thing.I wonder if I managed to pass English in the end?Damn it,if they included the essay I would've passed,not that it proves I'm good in Eng anyway,because either way it shows I'm weak in comprehension.

I can't wait till the next choir practice.I just realised that I'm the only person in the choir now who's not performing for the "Opening Night" event.I only realised it when I went looking for Mrs Low yesterday after our half-day school day,asking her if there'd be choir practice today,and when's the next practice?
She said no,and the next practice would be on Tuesday,but that's for the "Opening Night" event,and she suddenly went "OH!I know why!You weren't there lah,when I gave the schedule.You'll have to call Kerlene for the whole schedule."
I don't know why,but I suddenly felt excluded somehow.In a way,I'm being excluded,but there were always the Sec 4s to accompany me in being excluded.Now there's only me.
I thanked Mrs Low and went to the school chapel.

Today is passing very very slowly.I was lying in bed yesterday thinking.I asked myself the question "what would I do if I could stop time for an hour?"
A few factors occured to me.One is what time it would be when I stopped time for an hour,Two would be my location when time is stopped,Three is where everyone else would be when time is stopped.
I'm going to a concert with my sis tonight.She didn't exactly ask me if I wanted to go,she just mentioned the concert and said she had free tickets.
Very honestly speaking,I don't fancy being excluded,because her friends are going,too.I'd just be treated like a kid who has no opinion whatsoever.Honestly speaking,I'd rather go to the Vivocity rooftop and do stargazing and thinking alone.
Though my parents are out of the country,there doesn't seem to be any more freedom than when they were still here.
Wish I could go catch a movie alone or something,just be alone without having to worry about anyone else,what anyone else wants,what anyone else doesn't want,what anyone else thinks..