Saturday, March 03, 2007

Sunday,March 3rd 2007

Oh my gosh,I feel sad.
Sigh.Can't get my hands on my "childhood movie", "My Boyfriend's Back" (1993).I remember watching it 11 years ago on television,I remember singing a song from it in the shower when I was 4.
It's about this guy who likes this girl and he gets shot "for" her.He comes back from the dead as a zombie.Stuff happens and in the end I remember a scene where he dances with that girl at the prom,and then he collapses (sp?).Very sweet story.
Kinda grew up with it.
Now,I can't find it anywhere!Not even HMV/Borders/Video Ezy carries(y?) it!Mom forgot that she once told me to check the price online for order over the internet.She said "since when?",that made me want to cry.I guess I can't blame her for forgetting that.She seems to be forgetting things nowadays.It hurts all the same.
I don't have a credit card or something I can order and make payment with for the DVD if I order over the net.The darn show is nowhere to be found in Singapore!
Costs a lot to order over the net,too.I think it's about 16+ US dollars,which is about 30+ Singapore $.Sigh.How many more years will I have to wait?I've waited about 11 years already.A few more won't make much of a difference,actually.It's already been more than half my life.
But-well,I want it so much.It's just this longing for something long ago,good times and memories when I was just a little kid and oblivious to the problems that people faced around me,oblivious to my own problems,actually.It's that carefree feeling.
When you don't have to care about anything else but the movie.No problems,no worries whatsoever.

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