Friday,Feb 2 2007

Alright.
I finally had time to do the google-blogger thingy.Been procrastinating that for a week now because I've been so busy.
It's only 9.16pm now and I'm already feeling sleepy.Even when I used to sleep less and later,I never did feel tired so early.
School has been the same.I got pretty upset about a couple of things recently,but they weren't the worst.Anyway,one was failing my "ting xie" (Chinese "spelling" thingy),another was actually doing all my Math homework and being told that it's all wrong and I'm supposed to copy corrections from someone else.In other words,I tried so hard to do my Math work,I actually forced myself to keep up with the pace in class and do all my homework,but guess what,I've been told that it's all rubbish.
That's plain English for you.
"Ting xie" wasn't so bad,however,because yesterday I had the "ting xie",failed it miserably,I can tell you.3/11!It was so disappointing I crushed the list of words and threw it so hard it bounced.Yah,almost tore my hair out,but I survived.Today,we had a re-test on the same list of words.I did VERY last-minute revision,and I got a 9/11 for it.
Mmmm,who says last-minute revision doesn't work?
I'm just bloody pissed-off about the Math thing.I mean,come on.I used to fall behind in Math on the second day of school!The minute I fell behind,I gave up on doing my homework already,because obviously I hate Math like heck.
I know I shouldn't not do my homework,it's wrong etc etc etc but I didn't really care.Why do your homework and get degraded and all that even more?If you guys haven't already noticed,I can't handle rejection and negativity very well.I was ready to yell when my teacher told me I got everything wrong,but I held back lah.The school would probably side the teacher,since they've dealt with many...uh...bad students before.Can't remember that word lah.Contumacious?

There's choir again tomorrow.Oh,the horror of having to exercise 3 days in a row!I've been running.On Thursday,I ran 6 rounds of the school track before assembly.Today,I had PE.Apparently,I was the only person in the class who bothered to and honestly completed 10 rounds.Everybody else just gave up and/or cheated.Whatever.I refused to.I dunno,it would just make me feel like I'm deceiving myself,y'know?
What's in store for me tomorrow?Will it be another ordinary choir practice?Will I be left out again?

I think Emanuel Olsson,this Swedish guy,is a great songwriter.I think his songs are beautiful,very meaningful lyrics.Strong but sweet.He's a guy I found on Myspace through the CAS boards where they were talking about him being the original songwriter of "A Thousand Days".Then I discovered he put up a recording of "Just You".Man,I absolutely love "Just You".He has just replaced some "old" songs with "new" ones,I'm listening to them now.
If you guys have the time,maybe check them out.