Where do I even begin?!
There was a Physics re-test on "static electricity" today,I think I did quite well.I knew how to answer every question,so that's good,right?Right?!I marked Zul's paper,she didn't do too badly,11/15.
It's the first test I ever felt ready for.You know,prepared and everything,having studied.
Another major thing that took place today were auditions for SYF.Well,Ms Tham said they were "preliminary" auditions because the people who were "pulled out" today were just told not to sing this Saturday.We're gonna have another round of auditions nearer to April.
I made it past this round,thank God.I used up so much of my energy being nervous and stressed that by the time the auditions were over,I was exhausted.The fact that I had been tired since I awoke this morning didn't help.Had a bad headache throughout the day.My head's still throbbing now as I type these words.
Am trying to set my own "record" for blogging for 10 days straight.Lol.
I think I forgot to mention that Mrs Low returned to school on Monday.For one thing,she's definitely different somehow.Softer.More easily hurt.Nicer.Somehow,I don't feel happy with her changed.It's like something about her will never be the same again.I'm not used to her being so nice.Not sure yet because today was the first time she came back to choir after she returned to school.
I'll always know Mrs Low as the strongest woman I've met.She used to scold people all the time,lecturing and things like that,but she does/did have a sense of humour.It's just so strange seeing her change so suddenly,but we all know we can't blame her.
We'll never know how it feels like to lose someone we love most dearly until it happens to us.
I just hope she's not trying to hold in all her emotions,trying to fake it through everything she does.She might go crazy if she does that,it feels terrible to have to bottle up your feelings just because you want people to think you're strong.
Ah!My eyelids feel heavy,yet I'm determined to stay up.It's only 9.09pm!
I realised that whenever I have something important like singing auditions coming up or things like that,it makes me want to eat unhealthy food like fried stuff and chocolate and snacks,I don't know why.It's that urge.It's weird.I'm weird.
I hope I don't lose my voice before the upcoming auditions next week.I can't afford to.If I do lose my voice or develope some illness before the auditions,I shall not enter the competition.I'd be courting death if I do.Maybe not death,but humiliation,perhaps.Public humiliation.
Being in a secondary school for girls is most dangerous,because girls like to gossip and rumours spread like fire.Bad news spreads quickly.The "badder" the news,the faster it spreads.Some even rejoice after receiving bad news of other people.
I just realised that I have to attend a concert by NUS choir this Sunday.I totally forgot all about it until Christine reminded us this morning at school singers.Not very excited about the concert because almost none of the sec 4s whom I hang out with are going.The ones who "are" aren't even sure they can make it on that day.
Darn.
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