Thursday, January 06, 2005

After All Ive Waited For,I Could Not Ask For More.

Hi everyone.Its gna be a short one tonight cos i have less than half an hour online.But Im thankful for it cos i spent ALOT of time bugging my parents for it.help.sigh my life is horrible.My math teacher wants to get me tuition..cos i think i failed my most recently taken math test,and im scared she told my choir teacher but seems unlikely.And after choir,cos I was released late...and I called my dad...and got scolded by him upon telling him. sigh.then i went back in a packed bus..and got squashed like a pancake..then i walked home.It felt so wonderful walking on the overhead bridge,wind blowing,skies getting dark,free from all the troubles at home or in school.Just by myself,free to do what I want.I sang on the overhead bridge.It was just so beautiful to have some quiet time alone.No problems...no worries.But then the minute I got off the overhead bridge,it all came back to me.The hamster's death,the maths test,mom,DAD.My biggest problem of all.sigh sometimes I wish..nevermind.You people will never understand.I dun understand why Singaporeans are so kiasu.I can't stand it.I wish I could fly away,all by myself,no worries,no whatsoever.And that means...dying.You people would just think Im crazy,after my hamster's death.But no,Im serious.I'll end here.Bye people love u!-Xiu:(

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