Wednesday, February 23, 2005

We Both Know,Its Better If We Just Let It Go.

Though I know I can never let it go anyway.Not so soon.
helos people.
Today did alot of rubbish.Didn't run in the morning because I had PE later on. HA! sad. anyway I'm listening to One Last now and drinking Shandy.well haha.Its only 1% alcohol. sigh.I went to the supermarket with my mom,and well,I saw vodka.It was like 55% alcohol so 1% alcohol is nothing. uhm,I bought a magazine with Keanu in it.lol it was local but I can't remember what mag it was.I don't know.I was just mooching around the magazine section,and I thought I'd just take a local teen magazine from the shelf to flip through.And well I just flipped it open and WOO HOO! It was Keanu! lolz so I happily grabbed a copy. ha!my dad just asked me if I wanted oranges. bahs. nevah! okok maybe. but not now.I'm just...drinking shandy.Too bad the half can of Carlsberg didn't have any effect on me last night. lolz.I read in a book that vodka doesn't taste bad with tonic.But then again,even though I've never tried,its not always like its in the books. lolz.I failed the darn math paper.well I didn't do too bad for section A. It was just section B dammit.I wanted to throw section B on the floor and stomp on it,only I didn't.I just put it on the table and stared. I stared and stared,then I was like "oh what the hell".I didn't say it that loud. I just...argh.I couldn't stand it anymore so I got a piece of foolscap paper and started sketching the Constantine logo. all greenish and stuff.Oh well.Can't be helped.I just hope my Eng/Lit can pull me up.It shouldn't be too difficult.Today's Lit paper was okay.Not too difficult.For some.Sigh.If I happen to fail Lit for some reason,I'll just...I'll just... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Today I went mad.During recess,I went to the bookshop to buy a penknife and two plasters.I was just..angry because of the math thing.So I bought it and well,I only had half of my sandwich for recess.I just wasn't hungry.Though I bought the brownie thingy.but ain't it a little expensive?I mean,I saw my money disappearing as fast as lightning! Okay maybe lightning is too fast.But still,well...since you guys managed to sell it all,maybe charge a little less next time? Think of the poor people.Sigh.even the canteen food is kinda...expensive. okok back to the point.So I actually abused the use of the penknife,yeah yeah whatever.I have exactly 11 cuts on my left hand.One extra one on the forth finger,don't know where it came from.So I was cutting during chinese and cme.I was just...bored and angry and stuff.So I cut.I was thinking more of the art knife stabbing in kind of thing but no,the art knife costs more so I just went with the darn penknife.Its quite a nice one actually.It actually has....colour and life.I mean..well..purple and white.not bad eh?so I cut my way through the last lesson of the day. sigh.
Punching doesn't really work for me.It hurts the cupboard. poor cupboard. LOL.
sigh.stupid math test.I HATE MATH!So much for our class getting a distinction. HA.unless I'm not part of the class,you can't say that. sigh. oh wells I'll end here for now. bye peeps. love xiu.

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