Saturday, October 23, 2004

Is That,Is That,Is That..How You Measure A Man?

HI DAMN FREAKING PEOPLE THIS IS THE THIRD TIME IM TYPING THIS DAMN THING AND ITS NOT WORKING DAMMIT IM DAMN FREAKING PISSED AND I HATE MISS NEO WHO CARES IF SHE READS THIS COZ THIS IS MY FREAKING PRIVACY AND GO AWAY MISS NEO YOU WOULDN'T LIKE US TO READ YOUR JOURNAL ABOUT WHAT YOU DO EVERYDAY RIGHT DAMMIT? YOU GO AWAY RIGHT NOW! I HATE MY LIFE.EVERYTHING IS WRONG OK.EVEN EVERYTHING ABOUT YESTERDAY..CRIED ABOUT SOME DAMN FREAKING THING..ABOUT PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT MY FATHER DAMN IT I HATE THEM AND THEY MADE ME WONDER WHY I DIN HAVE SUCH A NICE DAD AND I WAS FREAKING ANGRY I JUST BROKE DOWN AND CRIED OK IN THE DAMN AVA ROOM I HATE MY LIFE.I SUSPECT MISS WAN HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH THEM SUDDENLY MENTIONING DADS.I DON'T KNOW WHY...BUT SHE'S THE ONLY TEACHER WHO KNOWS THAT I REALLY HATE HATE HATE MY FATHER OK.THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR YOUR ATTENTION ARGH!BULL.GOOD NIGHT.XIULIN.DAMN IT.

1 comment:

rzewski7 said...

Hey Dearie...

Dad loves you. He loves you in the way only a father can. Although he may not show his love in the way YOU want him to, it doesn't diminish the love in any way. Parents only want the best for their children after all. I know it's been difficult for you to have to bear with the nagging and scolding, but try to see it from Dad's point of view sometimes. I'll talk to you more about it later.

Love, Jie