Saturday, February 06, 2010

Saturday, February 6th 2010


Oscar Wilde was a literary genius. Dorian Gray kept me from sleep last night, and I was still lying awake at 3am. It's getting ridiculous. I haven't been able to sleep since I started reading "The Picture of Dorian Gray".
I can't put my finger on why I'm so obsessed with it. It is beautifully written, but I have gone no further than chapter 4. It's eating into me.
It's similar in some ways to the story I wrote about Lune and the artist. The artist falls in love with his painting, but in mine, Lune isn't actually alive.

I found some bits from his book that I have the compulsion to share.

"Crudely as it had been told to him, it had yet stirred him by its suggestion of a strange, almost modern romance. A beautiful woman risking everything for a mad passion. A few wild weeks of happiness cut short by a hideous, treacherous crime. Months of voiceless agony, and then a child born in pain. The mother snatched away by death, the boy left to solitude and the tyranny of an old and loveless man. Yes; it was an interesting background. It posed the lad, made him more perfect as it were. Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic.... And how charming he had been at dinner the night before, as, with startled eyes and lips parted in frightened pleasure, he sat opposite to him at the club, the red candleshades staining to a richer rose the wakening wonder of his face. Talking to him was like playing upon an exquisite violin. He answered to every touch and thrill of the bow.... There was something terribly enthralling in the exercise of influence."

"Grace was his, and the white purity of boyhood, and beauty such as old Greek marbles kept for us. There was nothing that one could not do with him. He could be made a Titan or a toy. What a pity it was that such beauty was destined to fade!"

" "Yes," he continued, "that is one of the great secrets of life. Nowadays most people die of a sort of creeping common sense, and discover when it is too late that the only things one never regrets are one's mistakes." "

"It was an extraordinary improvisation. He felt that the eyes of Dorian Gray were fixed on him, and the consciousness that amongst his audience there was one whose temperament he wished to fascinate, seemed to give his wit keenness, and to lend colour to his imagination."
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Dorian Gray never took his gaze off him, but sat like one under a spell, smiles chasing each other over his lips, and wonder growing grave in his darkening eyes
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